I...

I don't know how to...

If you are ELF you know the sad news right??

MTV Ema...

Ouch my heart... :'(

I just can't... :'(((

Well,

First..we had work hard for that..Well, I don't know about you but I think I did, eventhough it wasn't as much as few other people did...

Second...members had mention it! Siwon, Hae, Kyu, Yeye, Ryeowook, Hyukkie...It has never happened before where they all so eager to win that...

Third..It happened on Hae's birthday! ><

Forth...we lost to...God, this felt like a fanfiction come true...We lost to Hangeng..what would member feel? What would Hangeng feel?? I knew it, if we lost, it would be for Hangeng... I had never heard Exile before, heard of Jolin Tsai and Yuna but...I don't think their fans crazy for voting like us...

The battle was for SJ and Hangeng... ELF vs Gengfan.

Since GengFan are part of ELF, they know how we work, our strategies, and our eagerness to win...and they applied it..

GengFan is so powerful I admit that..just look at the number of HanGeng followers in weibo...

I'm not happy right now...maybe few more days then I will be happy for Hangeng...right now, no. I'm sad.

And I'm afraid..

I'm afraid of..

1. Anti..such word as 'SJ served t right!!' will be heard. confirm. they want to see us fight. Especially on allkpop...

2. Immature Elf..I know some of them will go bash GengFan and Hangeng... 

3.Immature GengFan..they will brag on how great they and Hangeng are after left SJ..

God...I don't want us to fight...

GengFan are part of ELF...

:'(

I know it just a voting. and its only Asia...

I might look like a stupid fangirl now. I just want to express my feeling...

I'm sorry if this bother you...

Congrats Hangeng...few more days after my sadness is over, I will vote for you too..hope you will win (even though it will be hard against the 1D later ><) and hope you will win and mention SJ and us!

Love,

Ever Lasting Friend Miina