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Nothing much..the title says it all..I miss him..miss him, so, so much..

Well, we get to see fancam and pics of him..but I want a little more...direct(?) things to his fans..

His last blog post is only after Taiwan SS5..before his wedding..after that, he said nothing to fans..

He did said his ment in SS5 Fukuoka but that's just general, to all Elf..

I just feel forgotten...

Don't start on me with 'Just be happy for him' 'understand him' thing because I ing know it..I love him, yes, I'm happy for him..I just want him to show, even a little, that he still remember us..that's all...

I waited in hope he will say something on his birthday, but still nothing...Christmas is nothing, New Year is nothing, Birthday still nothing.. until whose birthday or until what happen can I hear something from you again, my love? 

Why did I fall in love with you among 15? I tried to change bias but failed.. Jealous of Elf with bias among Eun,Si,Hae, Kangin, Leeteuk,Heechul who always get update and silly moments that cheer us up..

Anyway, thanks for that smile yesterday..

 [Cr: OPTY]

Even though I'm happier seeing you without seeing your ring.. * mode activated* *someone's husband's lover mode activated*

I got to admit, when I look at him now...it's just not feel the same..love him still, like him still, adore him still I do..but something else just not there.. 

"Don't try to fix a broken mirror. You will hurt yourself more..."

The mirror did break, Lee Sungmin, but it did not shattered to pieces. It's still there..you can still see your reflection between the cracks, and you are still as  beautiful...

Sincerely,

Your Lonely Lover 

#AkuNakLakiKau