sometime this week especially for the past three days my life was too boring as...

 and all i wanted and think of desperately even if it might kill or destroy me in the future was...

i was relieved and thankful beyond words that the previous questions from previous TPs (test papers) came back for the exam on the first day. but  on the second day of exam wherein the questions were where-in-goddamn-whereever-in-fudge-brownies-did-they-got-the-questions-from?! they seriously want to kill us. everyone was like especially the average ones like me 

kill me please. no i dont wanna answer you freaking bloddy papers i wanna go back to my room and just die....

and all we could think of, our motto since first year: 

its sad coz i dunno how many times i've said that already. all i could do is pray most probably. 

well... cant do anything about it coz i'm super duper....

now! 

people are so full of flowers and rainbows around them. there's too many hearts flying around them! ohmyglob! in just a span of two days at most they've had their hearts on the threadmill and make you run along with them too... my real friend got herself hooked (lol sounds 'dirty') and when she told us about it. like how they met and all.. my other friend moved to the chair across me coz she'd be all black and blue if she stayed beside me with all the slapping i did.

and i've been busy along with BFF and newBFF bald friend (nah~ just semi bald) teasing OJ (girl) to our groupmate who she finally admits to the other two that she had a crush on. had because she said she didn't but becuase of the constant teasing from the two boys... i said... the love bloomed once again. like a plant brought back to life after constant water and nurturing! 

and the three of us think (BFF, BFFB and me) that guy in new group actually had feelings for her or at least there's something between these two. because.... asdfghjkl... sorry. thinking about it just made me spazz. just to somehow end this part for now, OJ and I made a bet. if Guy would text her during the sembreak and its about

1. school stuff - then there's a probability, a possibility that he likes her more than us, her friends, like her

2. not related to school stuff - HE DEFINITELY ohmyglob! fudgy likes her!?!?!

 and fun fact: Guy had said to OJ once - that he doesnt know of her existence then blah blah blah. (as a joke she said) 

OJ said she said: whats wrong with you? 

Guy said: ah nothing. i just have a crush on you...

 <----- haeki spazzing 

but she said she said: ah. okay....

this girl seriously needs some training on how to act coy or at least ride along a joke! she's good at telling me her 'comeback' whenever Guy texts her (some of them are group message but some are not. so insert me here spazzing) but when it comes to actually replying it she backs out. *facepalm*  BFF BFFB and I still have a lot of coaching to do. 

and i 'hear' Jinli and Jishu having progress in their own heart's life too... and i went back to 

 more more moarrrr. 

 my heart cant take all this exercise in one night. 

 you people. and the 'love/friendship/whatevergenre' movies i've watched now... everything's too bright now. maybe its the after effect of being on sembreak or it's just how it is... and mine's just...

 well... before the last exam begun. i saw RT sitting by one of the doors of the room i'd be taking the exam. and after a friend vacated her seat to go to her room. i went and sat. aaannddd~ we were just one seat apart. OTL still... 

my friends' lives are too overwhelming for me to handle. and i think my heart's growing fat from too much sweetness or skinnier from to much skipping XD

sorry for the rant.