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Because of her modeling past she is extremly comfortable in front of the camera. In front of the camera she's abble to display her real personality, her dorky and weird sides. It's not like she's much different when the camera is turned off or anything, it's just that she's much less confident in "normal" situations. She's extremly afraid that people won't like her or think what she says or does is stupid so she tries to act perfect, resulting that she might appear cold or arrogant to those around her who doesn't know her. She has slight traces of social phobia aka she's more then a little concerned about how she acts and talks in front of others, she might get really silent all of a sudden because she's afraid her breathing is too loud. Therefore you'll often see her reading, taking pictures or playing with her phone, playing with her keychain and etc to try to distract herself from the fact that there are other people around her. She also can't write music or lyrics when someone is watching, because then she can't focus probably. In her head those small things she "messes up with" (like cracking her voice) or the fear of doing such mistakes gives her a small amount of aniexity.

If she does end up messing up she'll picture her mistakes over, and over, and over again in her head at night. Therefore you can often see her sitting on a rooftop or on the balcony late at night, to try calming herself down. Also she might drink a little more then neccacary during parties with a lot of people to calm her self down. It's very important to her too keep her mask up so that no one will see through her and realise how weak she really is, so there is only a handful of people who know of her fears. All of this doesn't seem to bother her on stage or during practice though, because then she can distracte herself with what she loves the most, dancing and rapping.

If have managed to get closer to her you'll see a very fun person. The fact that someone actually wants to spend time with her, something that to her is a miracle, makes her extremly happy. So happy that she can't help expressing her happiness and love with hugging and a little clingyness, and of course a big dose of hyperactivity. Because really, is there any better feeling in the world then when a person you are found of is found of you too? She's the kind of person that on good days always thinks of a glass as half full, even if there's just one drop of water left in it. She's very good at motivating, supporting and teach other people. She also loves to make people laugh and is not afraid of making smalll happy dances or acting like her dorky self if she feels comortable. In fact, if she hadn't had her aniexty could have been something like a social butterfly. Because she is actually a very people loving and soical person, she just can't seem to get rid of her fears.

Because of her faults she pays extra attention to people who is not included in a group or in a conversation, and goes to great lenghts to try to get to know them despite that talking to strangers is hard for her. She has a very strong sense of justice, and is not afraid to speak up if something she feels someone is treated unfair or disrespectful. In fact this has gotten her in trouble more then a few times. She seems to be one of those who gets angry quickly, then regrets and blames herself for what she has done or said. If she's angry it's better to give her some time alone, because when she has calmed down she's like a puppy who accidently destroyed it's masters precious vase.

She loves to act like a second mother to people she cares about. Dare hurting one of the people that are dear to her and you may never breathe again...