Hello readers and subscribers and friends. I am sad to say I am going on hiatis; if you read my stuff you knwo I haven't updated and that can be blamed on me being busy with school and bd time management. But thhe reason that I am going on hiatus officially and not even writng because it'd be morbid is because, on October 2 I found out that my fiance died. He had TB they caught it early and gace him medicine that he ahd to take every night the found he had holes in lungs. His roommate saved him the first time he forgot, but this time he wasn't there. His mother called his roommmate and told him who in turn told all of us on Tumblr.

I have been crying nonestop since 3pm Hawaii time on and off. I am currently not crying but I never know when I'll start. As I said before if I write anything it'll be sad and in reference to how I am feeling. I should be back and have updates within 2 weeks, but I can't say for sure. I want to go to Boston for his service and maybe meet his family but I can't afford it and I'm scared right now.

Thank you for your time.