At first, he did not understand why it was hard for him to go.

Since that would be the first time to see Minho since ages.

The hyung he was closest to.

The one person he used to bug around.

But then when they arrived on the set, he knew.

It was not that he was too tired that day to become his usual cherry self.

But because the moment he saw them, the fear he had deep down became reality.

That he was being replaced.

That he was not her (only) shoulder to lean on.

He watched with sadness when they laughed with each other.

Minho had not been that friendly with her before.

And she used to be shy with everyone beside him.

He felt like a lost child.

He felt his heart being broken.

But what could he do anyway.

They never be 'them' anyway.

Well he was wishing once... or twice... or forever.

But being maknae, he was never understand how to manage the feeling.

And sadly he realised.

Minho used to be the hyung he went when he had problem with heart.

And watching them from the sideline, he knew.

Taemin was falling for Jinri since long time ago.

But he did not know until she had a new guy in her life.

"Oppa.... what are you doing there?"

He snapped from his heavy feeling and smiled to the girl in front of him.

Her hair was way shorter but she still the one girl he was promised himself to take good care of .

She smiled back and lean her head on his shoulder like always.

Maybe he was wrong.

And for just this time, he wished it was what happened.

*****

Inspired by the picture of SHINee when visited Minho and Sulli in the set, and don't know why I think Taemin was a little bit sad.