Going nowhere; not exactly a rant...
Having problems sleeping seems like a burden to some but to me it’s the perfect time to mediate about my writing, my stories or even life.
This week, the thing that always came in my mind was “why are some people writing?”
Don’t get me wrong; I don’t believe that an author is bad or good but more like experienced or inexperienced.
My motivation for writing is kind of ed up; I am a suicidal, pessimist person that thinks I’m worthless and the only thing that makes me feel contended is writing. I create my own world, my own reality and my own characters, which are very special to me since some of them are what I want to be or to become.
But for other authors writing is a mere thing that makes them more popular and special, offers them a way to get more compliments and attention; their writing in other words it’s fake and superficial, following a certain pattern that most of the authors here on AFF are following.
It makes my blood boil and angers me that this is their motivation. Sure, some of them are writing in order to get away from their stressful life which is a perfect reason along with the most common yet honest one “I just simply like it”.
Now, everyone that writes for fame will say the same thing but if you’ve read many books and many stories here on AFF that are hidden amidst the “fake” ones you will realize the big difference. The sentiments a writer conveys in their story when he actually does it for himself and not for anyone else is different from the feeling a story made purely for fame gives.
Writing isn’t an easy stuff and you can’t learn how to write: you either have it in you or not. Everyone has a certain gift gave by God which may not be writing.
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