Her Journey..: The Angst Writer

I found this story at Sorro's blog XD hope you don't mind Sorro!! ILOXXVEYOU!!!

 

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The sound of the keyboard..is just like a beautiful melody for me..

I don't know why, but every time I hear those typing sound..it makes me calm..

Just like the sound of the wave..it takes away my agony and replace it with something more...lovely...

The way my fingers dance on the different letters and create a perfect word for people to read.. It's really beautiful..

 

Stories, novels, fanfics, blog, facebook, twitter..

All of them..my fingers never missed any..

The story I made..

It feels like my heart is blooming in bliss..knowing someone reads it..

It feels so different... just like writing in a diary.. but with everyone listens to your fragile heart..

 

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There it goes again..

My fingers never stop creating new life.. New characters.. New posts..

Just to share..and to let the people know...

From words, I let you (the one I loved & cared for) know.. My words is not just words..

It's how I felt..and how I feel..

The story I've written in every post in my blog...

It's the living fantasy that I had to face..years ago...

But it still feels like it just happened last night..

Where the stars cried and the moon hugged me..telling me that he left me..not because he wants to...

It's because..his hands were not made to wipe my tears forever...but just to ease my pain..just for a while..

 

My story... The tears that showed in each character...

It's the tears I let them have..so they can cry for me..

Though not everyone..could understand..how the writer finds his or her idea...

Well, they never search for it..

It comes out..crawling and begging for us...

It enters through your eyes...

Slides into your heart...

And tells by your fingers..

 

They had experienced it...

The sorrowfull feeling that will forever be the scar..

Though the wound had vanished..

The pain never leaves..

They had cried almost every night..

But no one knows...

So when the morning comes...

Everything is just another dream for them...

 

The angst writer..

They never know how happiness really feel..

Not until they find one for their own heart..

That what makes the tears ceased...

A sincere smile..and a blooming heart.. Love.. Heart.. Hug.. Tears...

They come out as a package..and sent to you as a present..

Live better..

 

 

 

A/N: Sorro had experianced how it feels lossing a best friend. Sorry for Sorro. and I hope you will find a better one.. smile X) because you know how much he hates to see you cry.

Real story (?): Sorro's best friend passed away around 2006. So she started writing since then. She said she used her late best friend as her inspiration X) that's really sweet baby Sorro. Don't cry anymore, neh? WELOXXVEYOUSOMUCHBBSORRO!!! 

 

-misStacy

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girlsofsorrow
#1
Kaede-Kuro-Yamasaki: AW~ really? X( must be really painful. hwaiting!! XD
the-shadow-writer
#2
awwwww.....i know how it feels to loose a best friend.....HWATTING!!