I've known him for a very long time but when he entered high school before me we sort of lost touch. he was the first boy I ever had a crush on, and while I'm not ogling him like a little school girls I can't deny that I still have feelings for him.

the thing is though, he's been asking all these people about me, how I'm doing and all that but when ever we see each other there's nothing... I really rather hate awkward silences, I wish he'd stop it...

maybe I'm just thinking to much about it, we've known each other since we were really little so there's bound to be something in him that cares about me.., deep down I kinda wish it was more though...

man I sound like such a little girl -.-

lol, anyways, updates soon, just messing with ideas^^ hopefully I can get them out by this Saturday and then I'll have a huge update fest!!!^^

have a good day^^