I don't know why I feel like....SOMETHING was preparing me for this Jongtae phemonemon going on. Like something was gearing me up, letting me KNOW something was going to happen between them. Like some premonition .

Because I'm JUST realizing now....for the last few weeks that pairing has been on my mind. Like, I've written fanfics mostly about them, daydreamed the most about them, etc. even though Jongyu is my OTP. So strange...and then this happens.

I mean, I'm not really making a big deal out of it. I'm just...realizing it. 

And just recently, Ontae...has been on my mind a lot.

So...

You knwo what, I feel like its just TAEMIN PERIOD. Because he's grown and things are changing and its going to shift Shinees image into a whole new light. All because of the maknae.

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My chest still hurts from all the excitement. And now I see Jongho gifs and people talking about Onew is next (with Jonghyun) and mringeomn54y05k9jkt903it934i0 and then I ing watched THIS:

AND WHY DOES IT REMIND ME OF KAI??!?!  ALL THE SCREAMING INESS AND AND ....NNNNNN ! Taemin screaming "shut the up" is just too much for my lady , it reslly is.

And I really feel like Heechul (although still alive) is possessing these motherers, on the REAL. Especially Jonghyun.

If it comes time where Onew gets buck wild I will not be seen ever again on this website; I waill be dead of course. Quite dead.

K...

I'm going to go smoke some weed now