Hello everybody (that's still around, >_>)

I know that AFF has been slow lately, for blogs and stories both.  I know that summer tends to be generally hiatus-time, people travel, or get jobs, or run around like chickens with their heads cut off, trying to get the most of the scant-months-of-freedom, etc.  I've mostly left for completely different reasons that are far more fail and less legitimate.

I'm having a very personal disconnect between Incandescent.  I knew what I wanted with that story, and, honestly, I still do.  I will write it.  But I'm having a lot of problems in my approach to it, and frankly when my life is going crazy, I struggle a lot to write upbeat stories.  I use my writing as a sort of a vent.  I've felt a lot of exhausted lately, I've been working many more hours than usual, and I've been getting sick a lot lately.  It's hard for me to channel that into upbeat work.

However I am (for once, it seems!!) not here to be angsty.  I want to write again, though I don't think, at this time, Incandescent is for me.  I didn't know if there were people still about that would even be interested.  I've had a rather dark-ish SHINee fic going around in my brain.  Nothing like TToN, but something AU, and not strictly of the usual pairings.  My question is would there be any interest to read such madness?

Thanks guys.  I'm so sorry for vanishing on you, and I completely still love all of you.  I miss writing and I miss feeling like part of this community.  D:

<3

Always yours,

Jiayun