So, I really love this song.

It's entitled FOREVER by SNSD.

I LOVE IT FOR TWO REASONS:

1. It is a great song with great meaning.

and

2. The song is pure epic, the lyrics, the tune, the everything.

NOW, play this song while you're reading my blog! ;) Play your own if you have or if you don't have, here: 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f6JMFqKHIjw

As I was singing this and reading the lyrics over and over again, someone popped into my mind.

A friend, that I became close with in only a short period of time just because we had a common interest.

But somehow, that friend of mine is kind of the "up and down" type. She's really unpredictable which is scary.

Personally, I really love her because I understand her and she understands me.

and I like being there for her when she's down because I really feel like a sister to her.

And as this song plays, flashes of us together, and together with our other friends too go into my mind.

And I just tear up remembering those times.

"I want to dream forever with you."

-I once dreamed that in college, we'd be dorm mates and that we would grow closer as if we were really sisters.

"Following the happy breeze, beneath that bright sky that blinds me,
Beautiful melodies and fresh air fills this road that I'm walking with you."

-Walking together, it felt so good. A walk filled with laughter and love.

"Do you remember? Those awkward and unfamiliar times when we first met.
I'm thankful to you for silently taking care of me when I was hesitant and young."

-Yes, I remember when we didn't know each other that much yet. Do you?

 

"My exhausted heart beats once again"

-So exhausted from all the hurt I received from you. You may haven't hurt me directly, but you hurt the people around me. Even the ones you love too. 

"My weak heart has found light again."

-Only because I remember you, the way you weren't now.

"I want to hold your hand and walk like this forever.
Together with the person I love in a world just for the two of us."

-I've never held your hand yet, but I did hug you. Sorry, it might not happen anymore.

"Those unforgettable memories during that long time
Throughout the laughter and the tears, the one who always believed in me was you"

-Yes, the laughter and the tears. You were there, ESPECIALLY when I cried.

"My exhausted heart beats once again
My weak heart has found light again"

-It beats when I see you. Fast because I'm scared of you and what you have become. I don't blame you. I don't blame her. Maybe I blame myself for letting you in my world.

"I want to hold your hand and walk like this forever
Together with the person I love in a world just for the two of us"

-Letting you in my world, means it's hard for me to let go of someone dear to me.

"No one will bother us
There's not even a reason to waste any time"

-Because time is precious. It might take days for you to realize that this is for you, but it will never take time at all for me to let you go.

"(Sometimes) We could be far from each other"

-Yes, we really are so far from each other now. I wonder...

"(With the same heart) The same heart as one, dreaming the same dream"

-I wonder if our hearts would still be one some day, I dream that. But do you dream with me the same thing?

"Even if a very long time passes (A long time passes)
Even if you and I become a bit different (A bit different)
I want to dream forever with you like this
The one who fulfilled my wishes, the one who became my faith, with you"

"Even if a very long time passes (A long time passes)
Even if you and I become a bit different (A bit different)
I want to dream forever with you like this
The one who became my miracle, the one who dreamed with me, with you"

-I wish.

"Even a long time passes, I want to dream forever with you."

-You told me you didn't regret meeting me. I told you the same thing. And I mean it, until now. Now, if you understand, and know that it's YOU, please see me tomorrow and hug me. There is no need for words, just hug me. That's all I need for everything to be okay again. If you're not yet online, then I give you a month. But of course, I want to make sure you will learn your lesson this time.

06.21.11