April 25, 2011

7:59 PM

Annyeong haseyo! ;)

Lollipop- f(x) feat. SHINee #nowplaying

Okay, so I have nothing to do here in the computer except this.

Well, our house experienced low voltage hours ago and ever since then the internet’ hasn’t worked properly.

ANYWAY, Out of boredom I was reading the college courses that my sister’s school had to offer. I actually have an interest in the Bachelor of arts major in Consular and Diplomatic Affairs :)) It’s got something to do with foreign stuff and I also get to learn a foreign language in the choice of Japanese, Spanish or French. So, what do you think? What language should I take? Hmm, probably Japanese? What do you think? But then I got a problem. See, my parents are separated and my Dad’s kinda… a little short on stuff. I mean, my sister was so fortunate enough to get a full on scholarship at this school. Gosh, I envy her. I really want a scholarship too so that my family won’t have to go through much; so that they won’t have a hard time. That’s why I’ve been getting my grades up during sophomore year. And hey, I’m telling you I made great changes with my grades from Freshman year to Sophomore year. During Freshman year, I barely studied at all! Now at sophomore year, I’ve been in the top 15 all the time and I think I’ve kinda enjoyed studying and school. I actually think I’ve become obsessed with making my grades high and aiming high. Now, I am an upcoming Junior student and this is where everything gets tough. Gosh, I really, really want to go to college in a different place. Not here, not in my hometown. I don’t want that. [But my dad does :| ] I really don’t. The reasons are: 1. I learn how to be dependent if I am on my own in another place. 2. I get to meet new people and have a view on life from their point. 3. I will experience a lot. Good or bad, it doesn’t matter much to me. And anyway, as what Taemin ♥ says, if you want one thing, you’d have to give up another. And right now, I’m really determined. I don’t know what to give up for this, but I bet it’s going to be a lot and it’s going to be big. But anyway, I know college is worth it. And besides, I’M DOING THIS FOR KOREA.

-for those who have experience in college, do help me, your dongsaeng :))