I've seen the negativity in blogs from users attacking anonymous targets. I'm not judging, because I myself have written with such negativity in previous blogs. But for once, I'd rather write about more positive things.

I'll start by introducing myself.

My name is Diana and I am sixteen years old, residing in the boisterous Los Angeles, California. I'm a high school junior and remain undecided so as to what career I shall pursue or even the possible majors I may take. I enjoy meeting new people, listening to music, writing stories as well as poetry, playing basketball, and helping others. But, most of all, I enjoy living life. I'm not the popular girl nor am I the most outspoken when it comes to real situations, but I'm simply myself.

I have quirky habits such as dancing to my ipod at midnight under the shimmering moonlight, watching chick flicks with junk food by my side, and taking morning jogs when possible. I like to think, be neutral in conflicts, and observe that everything has good and bad sides. I care about the community and hope to one day be of some great help.

I detest being suffocated by people that assume I will always be there for them as well as being caged by society's influence. I'm independent and afraid of commitment, of the thought of being repressed, of being told to act differently than I feel.

Yet, also, I'm a hopeless romantic.

I dream of the love fairytale with a prince coming to my rescue and sweeping me off my feet. I imagine the perfect man with a fine figure, passionate fire, tender nature, and make me swoon in a matter of seconds.

That is the ideal 'prince', but as for an ideal lover/husband, I realize I want something else. I don't want a man that'll work under my control. Nor do I want the traditional man that expects me to be the wife that cooks, cleans, and raises children. I want a man that can talk to me and feel comfortable about it. I'd like to talk about society, history, and other interesting subjects. I want him to tell me I'm being a complete '' if I am. I don't want him to keep things from me such as his opinion.

But that's only a taste. For I myself am not too sure what I really want anyway.

Why yes, I do have a korean idol bias, a man I guess I'd like to senseless. (pardon the crude language) But at the same time, I know my place in the real world, and I honestly cannot even picture myself beside such a man. He'll hopefully wed a beautiful girl, closer to his age, and willing to bear a lot of love.

Personally, I also feel she'll be that cute traditional wife.

Something I am definitely not.