I don't know if I've ever told you guys, but it seems that other people's arguments make me heated and in turn feel as though I should enter in them as well... probably because I'm a wee bit arrogant and feel as though I should stick my nose where it doesn't belong... I've said this before, I'm currently a live in nanny for a single mom of two and she currently is having a bit of trouble with her ex... he's not necessarily the worst bastard in the world, but he's pretty... well he's an over grown child who doesn't understand a thing about others. tonight, I wanna curl up in a ball and never wake up... she was yelling you know, curse words and high pitch and all and I guess my fight or flight responce is leaning towards the first, I wanted to fight along side her but my sanity and the fact that I'm "just the nanny" held me back... and I guess, when I can't fight I tend to become emotional and just want to hide under the covers and cry my little eyes out... I didn't, mind you, something I'm rather proud of though I shouldn't be talking yet, the nights not over -.- tomorrow he's going to pick her up for his weekly 'his' time and I have no idea how I'm going to get by if he mentions it, I mean I'm pretty good at minding my own business...but well, I'm also not one to be rude either -.- and with all that said, I want a hug, a big one that makes it so I can't breath for a good ten seconds -.- well, good night, hopefully tomorrow goes well-.-