listen people, my first love story

Some incidents inspired me to make an app for we meet again and I ended up pouring a lot more of my regrets towards my first love into the app so I decided to write this since I'm bored while accompanying my grandma for a medical appointment.

Basically, my first love was a singaporean actress. I was a teen then and I was very crazy over her. I met her in real life twice and during the second time, I got too excited and did something to her I regretted.

After that incident, I ran away from her out of guilt for my actions. For several years I tried my best to avoid any of her work until 2019 when I watched her most recent drama then and realised I never stopped loving her.

Since then, I've just been admiring her from a distance and thinking about how different the past 12 years could have been had I not made that mistake.

She has achieved overwhelming success in her career over the past 12 years, and my life too has changed by leaps and bounds since then. She also got married a few years ago and just had a baby, and I'm immensely happy for her. It's safe to say that while I don't love her the way I used to, I still hold affection for her like one would towards an old school friend.

Nevertheless, my regret towards not being able to be there with her as we both grew up and achieved our respective milestones was something I poured heavily into my wma app. Although it's very unlikely we'd end up together, I like to think that had I not made the mistake I would have became a close friend of hers.

While Jiyeon and Sohee were away from each other for 10 years in my wma app, they still grew up well albeit seperately and thanks to wma, they've reunited and can be together as the best versions of themselves. Unfortunately this is something I will never be able to achieve with my first love, but I will still be quietly cheering her on and living my life well for her.

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