I am not in the position to do this considering that work is loaded but... Just sharing some random things about me and some of the questions are kind of Halloween related. Or it’s just me talking about my mistakes, embarrassing moments, insecurities and anxieties? XD Not sure if I have mentioned some of these before. AND I AM TAGGING EVERYONE. Let’s wake up this ghost town!

I’m bored so… here we go:

1. TYPOS:

I always have typos. The common one is when I am typing asianfanfics. I often type asianfandics. HAHAHAHA. I try to correct my mistakes before actually entering my messages lol but sometimes, it’s too late. I have a lot more common typos and I’ve been into situations/conversations I luckily survived. LMAO.

2. CRUSHES FOUND OUT I LIKE THEM (or not?):

There were two instances where my crushes found out I like them but not by me confessing. It’s because two people in my life are annoying:

1. 1. Older brother – It happened when I was in elementary. My brother was mad at me and our youngest sister (let’s call her Y) so while his friends ( B1 and B2 are cousins) were bumming around in front of our house, he screamed in public:

“Lyn likes you B1 and Y likes you B2!”

I swear I hated my brother at that time. I couldn’t even enter the house since they were in the way so I just sat there outside, covering my face while crying. HAAHAHA.

1. 2. My not so good friend – This friend and I used to goof around during high school. We always tease each other about every little thing. And that little sh*t decided to tell my crush, let’s call him M (AND TAKE NOTE EVERYONE WAS IN THE CLASSROOM DURING THAT BREAK TIME):

“Lyn likes you, M!”

And my crush laughed (I don’t know if he thought it was a joke or not) and said: “We don’t suit each other.” In a joking manner.

I didn’t cry on the spot but my friends and I had an open forum on a different day HAHAHA. And I cried my eyes out when that topic was discussed. I was mad at my friend but not enough to murder her. Lol. And I actually cried because I knew that M liked my other friend so… ouch.

3. IMAGINARY FRIEND (literally imaginary hahaha):

During our childhood, when my younger sister is being bratty, annoying or stubborn (or sometimes I just want to HAHAHA) I often told her that a person named ‘Nell’ is our friend and will come haunt her (she’s like an imaginary friend or ghost) HAHAHAHA. I actually forgot about that but when my sister and I talked about the past, I was reminded by that fact. LMAO. So Nell, if you’re reading this, sorry for using your name to scare my stubborn younger sister. HAHAHAHA.

4. BIGGEST INSECURITY:

I don’t like my s. Sorry for TMI. HAHAHA. I was bullied at a young age and during elementary, boys even poked my chest to check if it’s real or not. And at that time, I was a total bij who ran after them and kicked them in the shin for being erts. I don’t hate my chest but I don’t like it either. I also hate my arms and legs. Actually, can I just say that my whole body is my insecurity? HAHAHA.

5. REAL LIFE HORROR/HALLOWEEN STORY:

Hmmmmm. There are many? But I would like to share about that time I watched a local horror show (it had like weekly 1 hour long episodes) and I remember watching about that girl who did the Bloody Mary ritual to see the face of her future groom/husband’s face in front of the mirror but things had a gruesome end or something.

So, as a child I LOVED horror movies because (1) they’re frightening, (2) I love the angsty lessons in each stories (3) I am an abnormal kid, I guess?

And as you could probably tell, I did that Bloody Mary ritual in front of the dresser which had a huge mirror on it. HAHAHA. I was holding candles on my hands and I also lit candles on the dresser. I wore some white cloth on my head (to act as a veil) and chanted Bloody Mary 13 times? While continuously turning around.

Crazy right? I was such a dare devil kid back then and I wanted to prove if this Bloody Mary ritual was actually true. Well, in my case, it isn’t! And thank goodness because I didn’t want to die…

Although I wish I could’ve seen Do Kyungsoo’s face in the mirror. HAHAHA

6. THING THAT SCARES THE OUT OF ME:

Creepy dolls. I hate them the most. Especially the ones who close their eyes when you lay them down on the bed/floor. Seriously. I. HATE. THEM.

Other scary things:

-Silent readers –  I don’t need to explain this. Also, there are others whom I refer to as Bookmarkers. I always check them and I KNOW who they are. Those who bookmark, IDK, either to remind themselves to read the chapter in the future or those who have read the chapter already but want to leave a marker or something. I always wonder why they could push the bookmark button but not the upvote and they don't leave anything in the comments section... Hmmm... AFF is really a ghost town recently and I think my rage from 2017-2018 is waking up. ShouId I remove silent readers again...? 😬

-Friend requests – Had a really strange happening awhile back and my trust issues are ADGHDLDGLJKDGKDL. If I don’t accept anyone’s friend request, I am sorry but I am not being snobbish or anything. I just don’t feel comfortable about accepting any strangers at the moment and I will only accept requests from readers who comment and people that are familiar.

-Work – this thing doesn’t need explanation as well hahaha.

-Collaboration – I know I have many ongoing fics (who else should I blame for this but my twinnie? 🙄) but there’s this one author I wanna do collab with? I think it’ll be amazing and at the same time I am scared to message her about it because… just because. LOL. But so far, I have no plot ideas too so maybe I’ll try to consider this collaboration once I’m done with my ongoing fics. :D

7. EXO:

I hated Exo at first. No, not them. I hated the toxic fans. At the time Exo debuted, I was in another fandom – Jpop. And Exo got more popular and even though I wasn’t a fan of Kpop back then, those toxic fans managed to infiltrate my fandom’s groups and make a mess? So I was really irritated by those so called fans who spread hate.

8. INFIDELITY:

Did I ever mention before that I originally hated or didn’t like Byun Baekhyun at all? When I got into Exo, I was solely focused on Kyungsoo (lies, I side-glanced at Luhan, Sehun and Chanyeol HAHAHA) and I watched this episode where Kyungsoo ranked Exo’s visuals. HAHAHA. Baek was at the last position and I remember bobbing my head and agreeing to it because I just didn’t prefer loud guys? And he gave me that impression that he’s boastful? Anyway, please don’t hate me because Baek is a sin and his colorful personality is what won my heart over and for less than a year he actually became my bias but first love never dies and I have been loyal to Kyungsoo ever since my infidelity in 2018 happened. HAHAHA.

You could see above my messy sentence constructions and the number of conjunctions. Lyn, stop making excuses. You’re such a disloyal bij. HAHAHAHA.

9. BIAS UPDATE as of October 28, 2021, 7 PM KST:

I am still loyal to my kind, handsome and talented man, Do Kyungsoo. Although I will still have lingering feelings for my bias wreckers namely and in rank HAHAHA:

1. 1. 1. Byun Seductive Baekhyun
      2. Oh-Horat Sehun
      3. Park CUTE TALENTED HANDSOME SLOWLY RUINING MY BIAS LIST Chanyeol

This list is actually alarming and the fact that I am frightened about this list makes things much scarier because I shouldn’t be afraid in the first place? Am I making any sense? Any Exo-L bij wh*re could relate.

10. Before I conclude this, I am giving this scary question:

Horror Question: How many times have you changed your bias?

“It was a one time thing, Kyungsoo!!!!!” *sobs*

Do Kyungsoo:

It’s funny if you’ve read this until the end because the ten things above might be boring for you guys? HAHAHA. Anyway, I encourage all to do this blog, too and you may tweak or change some parts if you want. Let’s try to wake up this ghost town. HAHAHA.

Stay safe y'all!

xoxo

Lyn