Have a Blessed Week!
Hi. Lyn here.
Just wanted to wish you all a good day? (Missed the chance to greet you for the new year lol and Happy Lunar New Year hahahaha). I remember drafting this message like 2 months ago but didnt get to finish HAHAHA. So I guess, for some, I hope you will have a blessed Holy Week.
As you all may know (or not), I haven't been active in this site in 2023, mainly because of work (fr, sometimes I just go home to unpack and pack new clothes then leave again) but I'm still thankful for all the compensation as I was a big gastadora last year. HAHAHA.
Looking back, I'm extremely glad I was able to attend EXO events in my country (I'm just lucky I got to see Sehun, I MISS HIM ALREADY T-T ACTUALLY ALL OF THEM) but securing tickets caused me a lot of stress and anxiety, even as far as hating Chanyeol as my coping mechanism when I almost couldn't attend his fan meet last December. LOL. But dont get me wrong. I didnt actually hate him but the circumstances (I really have the tendency to over explain myself hahahahaha)
I really think I lack in many aspects when it comes to writing so this made me more hesitant to post updates or even write anything. Story ideas just kept on piling up but my time and my mood mostly didn't align.
It was January last year when I announced that I will be releasing 4 fics but I only managed to post 1 in which the updates are also sporadic. *cries* So at this point in time, promising that the three other fics will be posted in 2024 is like... farfetch. T-T
Still, I would like to know which fic are you most excited to read based on the masterpiece posters made by uri talented and ever creative Nuna-nim:
(Fallen will end soon. T-T I promise. Real soon.)
While we’re in this topic, I really want to work on some old fics I’ve put on hold (Is It Me, Favorite, Tempo: Vivace & Destiny). And, I have a few drafts of angst fics (onesh*t) I’d like to (hopefully) share with you this year, if my time and energy would permit lol.
Needless to say, I am having a hard time writing my Kyungsoo fic as it always takes my soul and sanity just to write a paragraph involving him. HAHAHAHA. The effect this man has on me. T-T
Also, I kind of had a fallout with some people and it's been months but I'm still hurting like it's yesterday. Additionally, part of the reason why I am not so friendly anymore in AFF is bec few years back I kind of had some confrontation with someone (it really didnt affect me, like it didnt hurt me- tho it made me hesitant to be trusting of people here).
Last year's fallout with whom I really trusted is subtly affecting me and I didnt realize it sooner lol. Why are friendship breakups like this XD I really hope it will stop bothering me so I can go back to my favorite hobby-which is writing. :( It's my father's death anniv soon, so do forgive me if I seem cray cray too.
Anyway, it's pretty late but I am wishing 2024 a good run and may we always have good health and may we be always happy!
Thank you for being part of my 2023 (altho I was barely part of yours T-T) Hope I can write (and update and post it for real; 100 unfinished drafts are glaring at me rn, jk) soooon and somehow, I can be a part of your 2024. I really miss the feeling of anticipating that I could post updates. Can you imagine I used to post weekly updates? Write 4 different ongoing series around the same time??? Or could it be that I'm getting old and I dont have the ability to do that anymore???? HAHAHA.
This is getting long. All I'm saying is, be happy, okay?!
See you around!
xoxo
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