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Hello everyone! Happy April! It's been a long while. I dunno  what's happening now. I'm kinda struggling now. I sold some of my KPOP merchs due to financial reason but I wasn't able to send the items to the ones who bought it because I'm stressed and depressed now. There's a major problem in my health now and I'm so scared that it will affect my life so hard. I'm so scared that I wouldn't be able to provide for my family if this illness get worst. I can't even get active on Twitter like I used to since I don't want my close mutuals to pity me for what I have right now. Maybe some of you knows me on Twitter, it's fine. People rarely reads my blogs here. I just wanna let this out. I wanna be cured and be able to do the things I want to do. I'm doing some writing but some of it are depressing. I try my best to write updates for my fic and work on my DARAGON fic. If you can, send me some encouraging words. Tell me that I will be okay. I just need those words right now since most of the people around me sees me as a strong person but really, I am not. I need encourgements too. To know that someone cares. Ugggh. Sorry for being dramatic. You choose to read this blog so deal with my dramatics. Anyway, I hope you are well. I hope there is someone checking on you. I hope you are healthy. Smile. The world has so many things to offer. 

God bless.

Your crazy author,

Shai

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raystar003 #1
Hai buddy why do you want to shut out of your life any uneasiness, any misery, any depression, since after all, you don’t know what work these conditions are doing inside you? Why do you want to persecute yourself with the question of where all this is coming from and where it is going...Since you know, after all, that you are in the midst of transition... If there is anything unhealthy in your reactions, just bear in mind that sickness is the means by which an organism frees itself from what is alien; so one must simply help it to be sick, to have its whole sickness and to break out with it, since that is the way it gets better...Have faith on God...All will be good soon... Just dont give up buddy... Think about the people who loves you care for you and always want to see you happy and healthy...You will be happy again... God bless you... Keep fighting...
PuffTedEBear #2
Dear Shai, I can understand and sympathize with your feelings of depression, especially with having an illness that effects your day to day being. Please know that my words are heart felt when I say I hope the very best for you and that things will turn in your favor. Please take care and believe in yourself.
Daraxxi_2Ne1 #3
Hi authornim! Sorry to hear that you are having some problem with your health. I know you will be able to recover soon. Rest well and keep up the positive attitude. Try to do something that can uplift your mood. If writing is one of them, then that's better. It's good that you are still able to keep in touch with your readers. Have a great day authornim.
corea18 #4
Take care
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