A/N: Another one for today! It's more emotional than the other one as it was a bit more on the motivational side. But this time around, however, I want to empathize to whoever will read this. I know we all have that someone we depended on and knows that that person deserves better than us. Cheer up guys! I wrote this to let you know that there's someone who knows, and understand what you're going through. 

Just keep holding on.

PS. Honestly, I don't know if I'm making sense, but oh well...

Here goes...

Just a little something
by: laidbacknewbie

In this world full of rubbish,
you're a flower that stands out. 
The light to the ever darkening world.
The hope to this miserable life. 

And just like the fascinating creation you are,
Reaching you is impossible, 
Thorns all over the place, 
But I still want you anyway.

So I wear a mask, so I can reach you,
I fake myself so I can hold you.
But the more I pretend, the more it's painful.
Thorns pierce my skin harshly, flares burn my skin rapidly.

Can you give me just a little something to ease the pain?

Even if it's just a dust, 
even if it's just your waste,
can you dump it to me?
I'll be a trash for you. 

Even if I'm resentful, 
please don't hate me.
Even if I'm good for nothing,
Please don't give up on me.

I'll accept even just a little something.

In this garden of sin,
you're the purest thing to ever exist.
The escape that I'm looking for,
The healing I've been yearning for.

And just like the angel that you are, 
touching you would taint your soul,
These dirtied hands are afraid to reach out for you,
But still want you, still want you so bad.

So I walk away, fighting the temptation.
I fool myself that you're just another vice,
That farther I went, the lesser I get to escape.
My cowardliness brings me closer to you, doubling my sinful and regretful existence.

Can you give me just a little something to accept myself?

Even if it's just a dust, 
even if it's just your waste,
can you dump it to me?
I'll be a trash for you. 

Even if I'm resentful, 
please don't hate me.
Even if I'm good for nothing,
Please don't give up on me.

I'll accept even just a little something.

I'm afraid to get blinded by your light,
but yearns for your warm embrace.
I want to get out of the maze,
but afraid I'd have nowhere to hide. 

How can I move away when you're my hope?
How can I hold you when I'd bring you down with me?
Can you carry my misery with you?
When you're life itself?

Don't smile at me, when I'm looking at you,
don't make me selfish when I'm trying to let you go.
I don't want to hear you crying afterwards.
I dont want to see you breaking afterwards.

So give me just a little something.

Even if it's just a dust, 
even if it's just your waste,
can you dump it to me?
I'll be a trash for you. 

Even if I'm resentful, 
please don't hate me.
Even if I'm good for nothing,
Please don't give up on me.

So give me just a little something, and I'll be fine.