I might delete this blog post soon because as you all know, I am impulsive. Sorry not sorry XD

So yeah, I think I haven't told anyone here in AFF that I am now a civil servant (after years of being a useless bum hahaha) and basically I'm working with people with high ranks (not really hahaha). I will not discuss details in terms of my job because they're not actually needed in this stupid story.

You see, I have been (kind of) attracted to this lawyer whom we will name as Mr. Cutie Pie (MCP). HAHAHA. He's cute and hot at the same time and tbh, most girls would fall for his smile but the old ladies here have been giving hints about him being attracted to same , so it was a big NO NO. First of all, he wouldn't like a fugly girl like me and I'm sure that if he's not in a relationship, he has flings. The guy is a freaking CPA LAWYER that is why I find him so damn attractive. Like men with high IQ really amazes the hell out of me huhuhu. And then we've had this simple karaoke session and oh my freaking God, no one told me that he has such a good damn voice huhuhu. He's tall too but I usually don't like tall guys. Because I'm a midget, I tend to get attracted with males who are not so tall. XD He's an exception bwahahaha.

Initially, there were two of them that I admired but the other guy turned out to be off the market so I quickly distracted myself from crushing on him. So I may have focused unintentionally to Mr. Cutie Pie. HAHAHA. I don't know. Tbh, I don't know why I'm even sharing this private thing with you guys. It feels so strange.

My crush on MCP has been on and off for a while now. Firstly, I don't want to bear romantic feelings towards a boss/colleague. For me, it can become a hindrance when it comes to one's job. You'll always get shy and distracted whenever Mr. Crush is around!!!

I HAVE MOVED ON FROM THIS SO CALLED CRUSH THINGY AND WE HAVEN'T SEEN EACH OTHER FOR MONTHS BECAUSE OF THE QUARANTINE. SO WHY THE HECK DO I GET A FREAKING THUMP IN MY CARDIAC EVERYTIME I HAVE TO FORWARD SOME FILES AND CONVERSE WITH HIM??? I JUST HOPE MY EYES DON'T REVEAL HOW FREAKING SHY AND NERVOUS I AM WHEN HE'S TALKING TO ME. HIS VOICE IS SO DAMN GENTLE AND LIKE MANLY AT THE SAME FREAKING TIME HUHUHUHU.

I clearly ranted here because I am not willing to tell anyone about this stupid crushy thing because heck, I am no longer in high school. I shouldn't act like a teenager but here I am, feeling weak and mushy all because of this SMART CPA LAWYER HAHAHAHA. I HATE HIM.

Sorry for the rant XD

-  What do you guys think? Is this good for a new fanfic written in the first perspective? BWAHAHAHA. Did this description hook you??? Let me know. :)