Greetings, everyone. This is asahdako. These set of feels won't be the typical adoration and pride. It's sadder than that.

I decided to write this down based on my writing status. With this, I will relay the factors or reasons to why I couldn't update like I used to. Some of you might be aware of the reason why - like all of us have our own lives to which sometimes, we can't do our interests - but it's better that I inform rather than stay silent.

First of all, I have remnants of incomplete fics to which I never completed (Telecom Juniors, Idol, IWDATAS, Five Sisters and a Wedding, and WDIS for authored and School 2018 for co-authored). I consider it as an effect of demotivation. Lately, life had been so ed up. I have health conditions and my mental health is jeopardized. I am even sorry that WDIS wasn't updated properly unlike HWIS. I felt like I have given disgrace to HWIS for being a good fic for WDIS is so mediocre. I'm really sorry for that and I'm slowly trying to formulate it (including my other stories) because I never want to leave any fic unattended. I just need time to regenerate myself because I am an epitome of stress.

Second would be my activities in AFF. I was an undergrad of IT before (I only finished 3/4 years) and I was so depressed at my time of rest. I regained that through writing but I'm starting to feel the primial signs again because I returned to uni (I also returned as a freshmen of Multimedia because of the changes of the school system). I try to slowly deal with it despite my edupness because I realize that I have to step up. I have to step up because no one will do that for me in the future.

In conclusion, I'm sharing this not only because I need to inform my readers about my state but to also give them an insight of people who also felt those things. It's really hard to cope yourself within the cruel society but I want people to know that this isn't something to be afraid of, to be ashamed of, and to be ridiculed of. It's real. Acknowledge that it's real so that you'll get help. And for my writing, I'll update slowly but surely. Please wait for it.

I hope someone waits for it...

One person is better than none at all...