˗ˏˋ  TSUKI IS ON HIGH!VOLTAGE  ⭍  (tw : ual abuse)

voltage.
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birth name.
Leslie Tok Yue Fan (杜越凡)
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other names.
Les (this is a nickname, it is the short form for her given name. Voltage members sometimes call her this.)
Yueyue (this is a nickname called by her Chinese speaking friends.)
Tsuki (this is her cosplayer nickname (CN), the first character in her Chinese name is pronounced similarly to the Chinese word for "Moon" and "Tsuki" is "Moon" in Japanese.)
Baby / Baby Girl (this is a nickname Jeonsik calls her, and she hates it.)
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date of birth.
December 3, 1995
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ethnicity.
Chinese
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nationality.
Singaporean
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uality.
she thinks she's straight, but will later find out she's biual.
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birth place.
Singapore
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home town.
Singapore
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languages spoken.
English (Fluent, this is her native language)
Mandarin (Fluent, this is her mother tongue)
Korean (Advanced Conversational, she learnt it as part of training at KJS)
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杜越凡
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기억나니 네가 좋아했던 그곳
face claim: Twice's Tzuyu
40 x 40 for all

back up: CLC's Elkie / WJSN's Cheng Xiao
appearance: Leslie is a petite, slim girl with B-cup s. She is often mistaken to be younger than her age due to her baby face and innocent looks, however, she is well-known for her beauty. Her height is 164cm and her weight is 45kg.
style: Leslie is usually in skirts and dresses, and she loves floral prints. For trainings and practises, she wears hoodies or pullovers with leggings. Her dance shoes are Fila Disruptor 2 in white.

Casual clothes : x
Practise clothes : x
재미 삼아 남긴 낙서가 아직도
about me
personality traits:
(+) kind, cheerful, friendly, hardworking
(-) anxious, cowardly, sensitive
(0) selfless, timid, protective, self-critical
INFP-A / Sagittarius / Hufflepuff / Chaotic Good
personality:
Hardworking and self-critical : Leslie gives her all in performing as she wants to be a perfect idol so Jeonsik will stop hurting her. She makes sure to practise until she can remember all the lyrics and hit all the right notes or memorise every move of a choreography and execute it perfectly before she goes for evaluations, often staying up long after the other members to practise alone. And when she doesn't do as well as she wants herself to, she gets upset.

Cheerful : Leslie is always laughing and smiling infront of her members and fans, as she doesn't want them to worry for her, knowing that they would be hurt if they knew she was suffering.

Sensitive : Because Leslie knows exactly what it feels like to suffer, she is easily hurt by others' suffering. She doesn't understand why people would want to hurt others, whether intentionally or unintentionally.

Friendly : Leslie loves getting to know others and she believes the best way to do so is by talking to them, about anything under the sun. Infront of fans, she is very talkative, and if possible, she tries to make small talk with them.

Anxious : Going along with Leslie being afraid of failure, she tends to constantly worry that she will mess up enormously, and Jeonsik will do something bad to her when she does.

Cowardly and timid : Despite her suffering, Leslie doesn't dare to make Jeonsik angry for fear he will terminate her contract, or harm her life. Her members are all she has, and she doesn't want to lose them. Therefore, she keeps her true feelings and opinions to herself for fear of breaking their relationship if they found out how she felt.

Protective : Going along with not wanting to lose her members, if someone tries to harm them, Leslie will come for them mercilessly. She doesn't mind Jeonsik using her as a punching bag, but she'll never let him harm her members.

Kind and selfless : Despite her suffering, Leslie wants to make the people she loves happy, because she knows exactly what it feels like to not be happy. She never fails to give her loved ones or people she finds cool words of encouragement when needed, even if she can't say much. She tries her best to show genuine love to everyone around her, even sacrificing herself to make them happy.
background: Leslie was born in 1995 in Upper Thompson, Singapore.

By influence of her secondary school friends, Leslie attended a year’s worth of cosplay conventions before finally beginning to cosplay herself in 2010. In 2014, the heyday of idol anime Love Live, she became a founding member of dance group Nine Mile Station, who set out to cover Love Live dances. That was also the year Leslie entered university, choosing to study literature because she enjoyed it instead of going to law school like her parents hoped she would. Although this earned Leslie several naggings from her parents saying that it would be a "useless" degree, she told them she could teach literature after graduating, and they warned her that she had better make good her word.

Nine Mile Station eventually fragmented due to internal conflicts between the members, disbanding officially in 2017. Around this time, Leslie graduated from university, and while on her graduation trip to Korea, she was spotted by a scouter of KJS Entertainment. With this move, she traded the prospects of her teaching career for one in performing.

In 2019, Leslie debuted as a member of Voltage after two years of training.
lifestyle: on off days, leslie mostly catches up on sleep, as idol activities leave her with little sleep, what more having a monster ceo who keeps her awake at night. if she has time, she might do cosplay makeup tests or practise playing her guitar.
leslie also plays the mobile rhythm game bang dream, and uses her off days to grind at the game to earn stars and read the stories. she also takes some time to go to the gym or swim.
trivia:
likes :
bang dream
bibimbap
the colour blue
rock music
dreamcatcher
air-conditioning / cold weather

dislikes :
jeonsik
bullies
cocky people
deafening silence, she can't focus without at least a little bit of white noise
hypocrites
skinship / people standing too close to her (she doesn't want people to see or touch her bruises)

hobbies :
cosplaying
playing the guitar
playing bang dream
working out
swimming

other trivia :
her shoe size is eu37 / 225mm / us6.5 / uk4.
her favourite bang dream girls are hikawa sayo and hikawa hina.
during her teens and her university days, she was an arcade gamer, famous for playing racing games.
her favourite song from dreamcatcher is you and i and her bias is sua.
변함없이 그대로네
interview

could you please introduce yourself: hi, i'm leslie tok and i'm 24 this year.
why do you want to become an idol: i love performing on stage and making people smile.
what do you think being an idol is like: idols definitely make people happy, don't they? that's what i want to do too.
what are some goals that you are going to be setting for yourself: i would like to make my parents proud.
of all companies, why kjs: i was scouted, and i got noticed by the ceo himself. i hope to do him proud.
해가 드는 창가 끝에 네가 앉고
relationships
kim jeonsik (44)
relationship status: it seems like jeonsik treats her like a princess but actually she hates him
face claim: idk
If murder was legal, Leslie would kill Jeonsik. She hates that everyone thinks he's a perfect ceo, and that he gives her everything other girls could only dream of. If only everyone knew what happened behind closed doors.
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lester tok (21)
relationship status: siblings
face claim: xavier ong
in a way, lester keeps leslie going despite how much she suffers, because when she chose to get a degree in literature, her parents said it would be useless, and when lester himself took accounting in university, leslie ended up being compared negatively to him, even more so after leslie completed her degree and decided to become an idol instead of a literature teacher like she promised them she would be. despite the comparisons, however, they get along well, and leslie makes sure to text lester when she's free. she doesn't tell her brother about her problems because she doesn't want him to worry for her, and more importantly, to prove her parents that becoming an idol wasn't the right path for her.
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voltage (18-24)
relationship status: groupmates
face claim: tba
they may not be related by blood but leslie considers them her sisters. they're all suffering, but they'll suffer together, and leslie will give her life to make sure they at least suffer less.
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ending
your alias
akira
username
nigairemon
activity
i spend my life on aff though it doesn't show much now because i have less inspo for applyfics
comments
i didn't write anything about her life until she was 15 because she basically had a sheltered and normal life.
scene suggestions
- i want someone to beat the out of jeonsik (not literally) (ok maybe literally)
- an insider blowing the whistle on jeonsik
- the girls coming up with a plan to leave kjs
- jeonsik getting arrested
- leslie being pregnant with jeonsik's baby and him forcing her to promote until her stomach starts showing / not giving her enough time to recover after an abortion
- since you're inspiring this story from stellar and you stated in the cheatsheet that jeonsik forced the girls to do controversial concepts for attention, stellar's marionette and vibrato would be good mvs because jeonsik would totally make leslie drink milk and have it run down her or put her in the mirror room and make it look like a hidden camera was capturing her in compromising positions
- but since there will be 6 members and i assume it's gonna be a y / girl crush concept group, i would like to see g idle and everglow
favorite's party time would be nice too
password
psycho-red velvet
시간들을 보냈는데
now playing
31 x 31
voltage's
tsuki
01:44
02:45
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talent
dance (she actually prefers doing cute dances, but jeonsik forced her to learn y dance moves)
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talent twin
Chocolat's Tia
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stage name
Tsuki, KJS decided to just use her CN as her stage name
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trainee years
2017-2019
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trainee life
leslie knew idol trainings were intense and everything she did would be highly controlled, but she didn't mind. she was a favourite among the trainers because she was pretty, and kept herself slim and fit like idols are expected to. in fact, that got her noticed by kjs' ceo, kim jeonsik himself.

jeonsik would drop in on the practises in person to see how the girls were doing, and when he saw leslie, he was instantly captured by her good looks and slim body. after his first time seeing leslie practise, jeonsik called her to his office and told her she had potential, but she should show her body more, because she was pretty and had a good figure. that was also when jeonsik forced himself on leslie for the first time, and warned her that if she spoke a word of what happened, he'd terminate her contract instantly.

fearing that she would prove her parents right about her being playful, immature and pursuing "useless" career paths, leslie of course, said nothing about what jeonsik did. and for the next two years, he continued calling leslie to either his office, his car or anywhere nobody would see the two of them. he was rough, and leslie often sustained bruises, but she just covered them with makeup and covered the pain in her heart with a smile on her face.

after two years, leslie debuted as a member of voltage, and remained jeonsik's personal toy. thanks to the risque concepts jeonsik forces the girls to do in their mvs, leslie is doing well as an idol, but she's not sure if this is what she wants anymore.
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articles
will add if i think of anything / you can make them up.
네 어깨 나의 어깨
love interest
86 x 86
birth name
voltage member (hong yisook / park wooseon)
occupation
idol (stylist / manager)
date of birth
tba
personality
tba
love story
this girl was leslie's first friend in kjs, and after finding herself attracted to this girl, leslie realised she wasn't straight. it's pretty obvious this girl likes leslie even though she doesn't say it too, but leslie is reluctant to get together with this girl because she thinks her body has been dirtied by jeonsik, and she doesn't dare to tell anyone the truth about what is going on between her and jeonsik for fear he will fire her.
interactions
leslie and this girl are mostly normal friends, but leslie doesn't tell this girl about her problems. furthermore, due to her conservative upbringing and the negativity towards same- relationships in both singapore and south korea, leslie is terrified to admit she is anything other than straight, so she tries not to act too friendly with this girl when in the public eye, and will never admit her feelings for this girl.
status
friends
ending
this girl confessed, and leslie rejected her even though it hurt for her too. however, leslie did promise this girl they could still be friends.

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