I went vegetarian and it's the best thing I've ever done
I just need to say this uwu (and my friends don't care lmao)
So, last week I decided to go vegetarian. It's not like I have an agenda with it, really, I don't hate the taste of meat and I don't think overly environmentally (I know, I'm sorry, I just get so depressed with all the doomsday energy).
Anyway, since I originally didn't eat a lot of meat because I was a lazy that didn't want to pay the price, I just decided - well, screw it. I'm going vegetarian, no more meat, let's see what it does.
I've been struggling for yeaaaars with my appearance. I've been through phases of anxiety due to food and my appearance, I've gone through disordered eating and for years every time I noticed my body, I went back to disordered eating. Then I went to fastfood and junkfood and it was all just a mess.
I still have stuff I need to quit (damn you soda.....) but I've honestly felt so happy this past week being vegetarian. So I'm going to continue. I have fun looking through recipes and cooking in the evening. I've always loved cooking but the clean-up afterwards is a nightmare and I used to just ... eat easy food to avoid a lot of dishes.
But it just makes me feel so happy with all these veggies and alternatives. Like, I'm never buying fake meat, I see no point in being a vegetarian if I'm going for the food that looks like meat either way. So I substitute meat with stuff like mushrooms and such in the old recipes I love. It's just great.
Never going vegan, though. I love cheese and I can't give that up, lol.
Not trying to push an agenda that says people should become vegetarian! Hopefully it'll become habit for me, because I'm genuinely happy with my body for the first time in years (even though it hasn't changed appearance in a week, I just feel better and happier!)
It also helps that swimming twice a week also makes me feel really good. I feel like I've finally found my place in adulthood and see benefits to all the stuff my parents said was beneficial lol. At age 27 but better late than never, I guess.
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