Back in 2015, I was fairly new in this site. I started reading fics out of boredom until I was inspired to write my own story. October 9, 2015 was the day I dared to publish my very first fanfic and it has been what? Four years! Time flies.

But... back in 2015 up to 2016, this site was really great. A lot of great authors were active in updating. How I miss anonymous_j, vanillasushi, lucidbunny, kristinxm, Laulau95 and many others... Thinking back, I feel as though I have taken for granted the times they were so generous in updating. I wish I commented more and I was more active in communication when it comes to my favorite fics/authors. I wish I was able to thank them for writing wonderful fics. I appreciate them for their efforts and the time they allotted just to bless us with updates.

anonymous_j - Closing my eyes, I began to imagine a typical scene from four years ago. I was so stressed with life so I wanted to distract myself by visiting this website. I came across a fic about Kyungsoo. It’s a werewolfau and since I was quite new to fanfics, I had no idea about what to expect. I instantly fell in love with the author’s style of writing and I even checked out her page to subscribe to her other stories. I was blushing as I scanned her list and I squealed in happiness once I find out that she also writes other genres about my bias. She is so good in writing and I secretly wish that she could also write BTS stories. Because I was such a fangirl, this favorite author of mine finally noticed me and I was surprised to know that we are from the same country. She’s now busy with school and I completely understand that. Whenever I miss her, she’s just a chat away or I’ll just indulge myself with rereading Concordis, The Butler, etc. XD HAHAHA!

vanillasushi - And then there’s this really popular author. I used to think that my comments will be left unrecognized but I was proven wrong when she started to give responses to each comment. I really love how she writes and gosh, she’s so good at the English language! I wish I had skills like her. And the fluff! She’s so good at fluff! And also ! I believe that most of us admired her for being an author with great skills. Now, no matter how I miss her stories, I can never read them again because she has deactivated. I can’t believe I took her for granted. I can’t believe that there’ll come a day that I will lose access to her fics. It’s sad. But the only fic I could reread is His Dark Side. And for that, I am thankful.

Lucidbunny – I discovered a new fanfic and although Sehun isn’t my bias, I read it anyway. The author was so active in updating and I swear I look forward to reading her updates because I was so freaking hooked. OH MY GOSH. She’s not only great with writing , she’s also good in writing a suspenseful/mysterious kind of fanfic. I was crazy about The Imaginary Friend. I do talk to her on twitter at times but I’m too busy and she’s also busy with work. She has deactivated before but I’m genuinely happy that she’s back and some of her fics are accessible. Thank you!!!

To the three of you and to the other authors that I like, I just want to express how thankful and blessed I am because I was able to read your masterpieces. In my opinion, without you guys, this site will never be the same. I miss 2015-2016. I miss the year when I was showered with updated fictions. I wish I could go back to that time. Now, I can only reminisce and smile sadly as I think about the past.

I sincerely miss my favorite authors…

*sobs*