I know i shouldn't feel this. But as strong as people see me. Rn i'm extremely exhausted.what did i do wrong? am i that annoying? If yes.. tell me honestly so i can change..

If my whole existence is a complete bull.. i'm sorry..i ain't perfect. I know that i ain't in any level of you guys. I'm just that poor me. 

Funny when i am extremely care to people yet i was given back a thorn n cold shoulder. What did i do this time. Yes yiu are tired.. but so do i.. the only decision that yiu have to make is totally in designing. N9thing including brainstorming..managing the whole system and all. I am tired yet how idiotic i sound i could never hear a sentence like are you okay? Yet i always the one that unconsciously found myself saying it. I know my mental health is not like you but the funny thing is me myself doesnt know if its actually okay or not.

i guess all in all i just get used to it. Being reached out when needed. Left out if unnecessary.

Its okay i guess. But i dk how long i can stand it.