平静 Serenitea ― KYUNGMI'S STORY

USERNAME: HELLOKITTY10755
平静 SERENITEA
NICKNAME: CORTNEY
KWON KYUNG MI

 
너에겐 내가 어떻게 남았는지 궁금해졌어 난 어땠을까
NAME권경미 KWON KYUNG MI
OTHER NAME(S): N/A
NICKNAME(S)
미미 / MIMI :  EVERYONE CALLS HER THIS SINCE HER FULL NAME IS A MOUTHFUL AND IT'S EASIER FOR EVERYONE TO CALL HER
NAGGY UMMA : THE WAY SHE NAGS AT EVERYONE SOMETIMES SOUNDS LIKE A MOTHER NAGGING SO HER FRIENDS CALL HER THIS FOR FUN
 
BIRTHDATE: 16 MAY 1998
BIRTHPLACE: YONGIN, GYEONGGI PROVINCE, SOUTH KOREA
HOMETOWN: YONGIN, GYEONGGI PROVINCE, SOUTH KOREA
 
ETHNICITY: KOREAN
LANGUAGE(S):
KOREAN / 99% FLUENT : HER MOTHER TONGUE
CHINESE / 20% FLUENT: HER CHOICE OF FOREIGN LANGUAGE IN HIGH SCHOOL
 
FACECLAIM: YOOA OF OH MY GIRL
BACKUP: KIM YERIM OF RED VELVET
HEIGHT: 160 CM
WEIGHT: 52 KG
 
APPEARANCE:
MY HAIR IS MY PRIDE - HER HAIR WAS ORIGINALLY BROWN BUT BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO DIFFERENTIATE HERSELF FROM HER SISTER, SHE DYED IT BLACK IN HIGH SCHOOL AND GREW OUT HER BANGS AS WELL. NOT LIKE IT MADE A DIFFERENCE, BUT SHE FELT A LITTLE BIT MORE LIKE HER OWN INDIVIDUAL PERSON.

I'M NOT SMALL, I'M FUN-SIZED - BEING ONLY 160 CM, KYUNGMI IS CONSIDERABLY SHORTER THAN THE REST OF HER CLASSMATES ESPECIALLY THE GUYS. HOWEVER, SHE HATES IT WHEN PEOPLE MAKE FUN OF HER HEIGHT. SHE CAN'T HELP IT IF SHE'S SHORT BUT SHE SOMETIMES USES IT TO HER ADVANTAGE, ESPECIALLY WHEN SHE HAS TO HIDE FROM CERTAIN PEOPLE
STYLE:
COMFORT IS THE BEST THING OF ALL - FOR KYUNGMI, COMFORT ALWAYS COMES BEFORE STYLE. SHE LOVES BEING CLOTHES THAT ARE COMFORTABLE FOR HER LIKE OVERSIZED SWEATERS AND SWEATPANTS. OFTEN TIMES SHE'LL WEAR AN OVERSIZED SWEATER PAIRED WITH SWEATPANTS OR LEGGINGS AND FLATS. SHE'LL RARELY WEAR HIGH-HEELS. UNLESS SHE'S GOING FOR A VERY FORMAL EVENT, SHE'LL MOSTLY WEAR FLATS AND SNEAKERS.

A LITTLE BIT OF THIS - KYUNGMI ISN'T REALLY A BIG FAN OF A LOT OF ACCESSORIES BUT SHE DOES WEAR A BIT. SHE HAS BOTH EARS PIERCED SO SHE'LL ALWAYS HAVE EARRINGS IN. MOST OF THE TIME, SHE'LL HAVE POST-EARRINGS BUT SOMETIMES SHE'LL WEAR DANGLY EARRINGS IF SHE FEELS LIKE IT. OTHER ACCESSORIES SHE'LL HAVE ON WOULD USUALLY BE A NECKLACE AND A BRACLET.

SHOULD I PUT IT UP OR DOWN? - MOST OF THE TIME, KYUNGMI'S HAIR WILL BE LET DOWN AROUND HER SHOULDERS. HOWEVER, WHEN SHE'S AT WORK, HER HAIR WILL BE UP IN A HIGH PONYTAIL TO KEEP IT OUT OF THE WAY. 
태어나서 본 것 중에 제일 커다란 꽃 오직 둘만의 축제
PERSONALITY TRAITS:
POSITIVE CARING, TRUSTWORTHY, CREATIVE, QUIRKY
NEGATIVE NAGGY, STUBBORN, SHY, INSECURE
PERSONALITY
– "DO BE CAREFUL! OH WOULD YOU LIKE SOME HELP?" 
KYUNG MI IS DESCRIBED AS REALLY CARING TO HER FRIENDS. SHE'S ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE BEFORE HERSELF. SHE WAS ALWAYS TAUGHT TO TREAT OTHERS WITH THE GOLDEN RULE. IF SHE SEES AN ELDER CROSSING THE ROAD, SHE'LL BE THERE TO HELP THEM CROSS. IF SHE SEES A MOTHER STRUGGLING WITH SOMETHING, SHE'LL BE THERE TO HELP THEM. IT'S A HABIT AND SHE'S KIND OF STARTING TO GET ANNOYED WITH IT, BUT SHE'S JUST SO USED TO DOING IT THAT SHE DOES IT BEFORE HER BRAIN CAN CATCH UP. THAT'S WHY SHE ALWAYS SO CAUTIOUS BEFORE SHE DOES ANYTHING BECAUSE SHE'S ALWAYS CONSIDERING THE CONSEQUENCES FIRST.

– "HEY ARE YOU OKAY? DO YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO?"
TRUSTWORTHY IS A TRAIT THAT EVERYONE THINKS IS HER BEST TRAIT. HER FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS COMING TO HER WITH THEIR PROBLEMS AND SECRETS. SHE'S ALWAYS WILLING TO LEND AN EAR OR A SHOULDER TO ANYONE THAT NEEDS IT. SHE OFFERS REALLY HELPFUL ADVICE TO ANYONE THAT WANTS IT AND SHE'LL ALWAYS BE THERE TO SUPPORT ANYONE.

– "DID YOU KNOW THAT YOU CAN LOSE CALORIES BY LAUGHING?"
CREATIVE AND QUIRKY WOULD BE KYUNG MI'S FAVORITE THING ABOUT HERSELF. BEING CREATIVE HELPS HER GET OUT OF DIFFICULT SITUATIONS AND IT HELPS HER LOOK AT THINGS FROM A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE. BEING QUIRKY IS WHAT HER DIFFERENT FROM THE OTHER KIDS AROUND HER. SHE THINK IT'S HILARIOUS WHEN SHE SAYS SOMETHING THAT MAKES NO SENSE TO ANYBODY AND THEIR FACE IS IN SO MUCH CONFUSION. SHE OFTEN DOES IT ON PURPOSE WHEN SHE WANTS TO MAKE FUN OF PEOPLE FOR FUN, ESPECIALLY SINCE SHE READS SO MUCH, SHE KNOWS MORE THINGS THAN ANYBODY.

– "NO YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO DO IT THIS WAY! THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO DO IT!"
SHE'S OFTEN REALLY NAGGY TO PEOPLE WHEN SHE REALLY WANTS SOMETHING DONE OR JUST NEEDS SOMETHING. iT REALLY ANNOYS THE PEOPLE AROUND HER AND THEY OFTEN GET MAD AT HER FOR IT. SO SHE'S TRYING TO LAY BACK ON THE NAGGING BUT SHE'S ALSO REALLY STUBBORN. IF SHE WANTS SOMETHING DONE A CERTAIN WAY, IT HAS TO BE DONE THAT WAY UNLESS SOMEBODY FORCES HER TO DO IT ANOTHER WAY.
– ".... I STUDY IN MY FREE TIME."
SUPER SHY AND QUIET WHEN YOU FIRST MEET HER, KYUNG MI IS REALLY BAD AROUND STRANGERS. SHE'S NOT THE BEST AT GOING UP TO SOMEONE FIRST JUST TO INTRODUCE HERSELF. HOWEVER, SHE CONSIDERS HER QUIET AND SHY TRAIT A GOOD THING AS SHE CAN PEOPLE WATCH AND LEARN MORE ABOUT THEM JUST BY WATCHING THEM. HOWEVER, SHE'S ALSO REALLY INSECURE ABOUT HERSELF. NOT NECESSARILY HER LOOKS, BUT INSECURE ABOUT HER WORTH AND WHETHER OR NOT SHE CAN BECOME SUCCESSFUL OR NOT
 
BACKGROUND:
BORN ON MAY 16, 1998, KYUNGMI WAS BORN TO KWON JAE-WOOK AND JANG JAE-HEE IN YONGIN, GYEONGI PROVINCE, SOUTH KOREA. HER FATHER IS A DOCTOR WHILE HER MOTHER IS A NURSE AND SHE HAS ONE OLDER SISTER, KWON YEEUN, WHO IS FOUR YEARS OLDER THAN HER.
 
KYUNGMI HAD A PRETTY NORMAL CHILDHOOD GROWING UP. SHE HAD A LOVING OLDER SISTER AND TWO WONDERFUL PARENTS. BUT HAVING AN OLDER SIBLING SOMETIMES DOES COME WITH ITS OWN SET OF PROBLEMS. TO PUT IT SHORTLY, KWON YEEUN WAS REALLY GOOD AT EVERYTHING SHE DID. WHICH MEANT THAT HAS THE YOUNGEST CHILD, KYUNGMI HAD TO LIVE UP TO THOSE EXPECTATIONS SET BY HER SISTER. NOT TO SAY THAT KYUNGMI WASN'T GOOD AT THINGS, BUT KYUNGMI JUST WASN'T GOOD AT THE THINGS HER SISTER WAS GOOD AT.
 
WHEN SHE WAS YOUNGER, YEEUN WAS SET ON DOING SOMETHING IN THE MEDICAL FIELD, AND THEREFORE EXCELED IN SCIENCE AND MATH CLASSES, SOMETHING THEIR PARENTS WERE THRILLED ABOUT. KYUNGMI, ON THE OTHER HAND, EXCELED IN LITERATURE AND MUSIC CLASSES, SOMETHING THEIR PARENTS WERE NOT SO THRILLED ABOUT. 
 
IT'S NOT LIKE KYUNGMI COULDN'T DO WELL IN HER OTHER CLASSES (SHE COULD IF SHE TRIED), SHE JUST COULDN'T FOCUS ON THE SUBJECT. SHE WOULD OFTEN DAYDREAM IN CLASS AND NOT LISTEN TO THE TEACHER AT ALL. SIMPLY PUT, HER LOGIC IS THAT IF SHE'S NOT INTERESTED IN THE CLASS, WHY WOULD SHE PAY ATTENTION TO IT? IT'S NOT LIKE SHE NEEDS TO USE HALF OF WHAT SHE'S TAUGHT IN THE REAL WORLD.
 
THAT ALSO MEANS THAT KYUNGMI HAS TO HEAR HER PARENTS BRAG ABOUT HER SISTER WHENEVER THEY GET THE CHANCE. USUALLY ABOUT HER GRADES, HER MAJOR CHOICE, HER STUDYING HABITS AND ETC, ETC. AND THOUGH HER PARENTS DON'T SAY IT, KYUNGMI CAN DETECT THE UNDERLYING MEANING BEHIND THEIR WORDS: "WHY CAN'T YOU BE MORE LIKE YOUR SISTER?" IT HURTS, OBVIOUSLY, BUT KYUNGMI LOVES HER PARENTS TOO MUCH TO REALLY RETALIATE. SO SHE JUST LETS THEM SAY WHAT THEY WANT AND SHE TRIES TO NOT TO SHOW TOO MUCH EMOTION AT THEIR WORDS (THOUGH THERE ARE DAYS WHERE SHE CRIES HERSELF TO SLEEP).
 
AFTER GRADUATING HIGH SCHOOL, KYUNGMI KNEW SHE HAD TO MOVE AWAY FROM HER PARENTS, BUT NOT TOO FAR. FAR ENOUGH WHERE SHE COULD BE HERSELF AND NOT HAVE HER PARENTS INTERFERE. SHE RESEARCHED AND DECIDED TO ATTEND COLLEGE NEAR HAEAN. 
 
SHE MOVED AND EVERYTHING SEEMED TO BE GOING WELL FOR THE FIRST COUPLE OF MONTHS. THEN EVERYTHING CAME CRASHING ALL AT ONCE. 
 
HER PARENTS STARTING PESTERING HER TO CHOOSE A MAJOR THAT WOULD GIVE HER A SECURE JOB IN THE FUTURE. NOT NECESSARILY MEDICINE, SINCE KYUNGMI HAS STATED MANY TIMES THAT SHE WILL NOT GO DOWN THAT PATH, BUT SOMETHING LIKE ECONOMICS OR INTERNATIONAL RELATIONS. NEITHER OF WHICH KYUNGMI WANTS TO DO. SHE WANTS TO DO SOMETHING WITH THE ARTS, LIKE WRITING BOOKS OR DOING SOMETHING WITH MUSIC. BECAUSE OF THAT, KYUNGMI CAN'T SEEM TO FOCUS ON HER WORK AS SHE OFTEN DAYDREAMS. THEREFORE, SHE'S JEALOUS OF HER CLASSMATES WHO SEEM TO BE BREEZING THROUGH ALL THEIR CLASSES WITH NO PROBLEMS WHILE SHE'S STRUGGLING TO KEEP UP.
 
KYUNGMI STUMBLED UPON SERENITEA ONE DAY BY CHANCE WHILE SHE WAS WONDERING AROUND THE LITTLE SUBURB, TRYING TO TAKE HER MIND OFF OF SCHOOL. SHE DIDN'T GO IN, BUT SHE TOOK A PICTURE (CAUSE THE SHOP WAS PRETTY) AND DECIDED TO GO BACK ANOTHER DAY TO TRY A DRINK. THE NEXT TIME SHE WENT BACK, KYUNGMI WAS ON THE PHONE WITH HER PARENTS, NOTHING BIG. SHE NODDED AND SMILED TO KYUNGSOO BEFORE SITTING DOWN. KYUNGSOO CAME OVER AND KYUNGMI ORDERED A DRINK. WHILE KYUNGSOO WAS PREPARING THAT DRINK, KYUNGMI'S PHONE CALL WITH HER PARENTS WASN'T GOING SO WELL AND TO PUT IT QUITE FRANKLY, KYUNGMI GOT SO FRUSTRATED THAT SHE SCREAMED AT HER PARENTS AND HUNG UP BEFORE SHE STARTED SOBBING.
 
AT THAT POINT, KYUNGSOO CAME OVER AND ASKED IF SHE WAS OKAY. KYUNGMI HESITATED (SHE USUALLY SAYS YES TO AVOID TALKING TO PEOPLE ABOUT HER SITUATION), BUT SHE WAS SO DRAWN TO KYUNGSOO'S GENTLE AND KIND PERSONALITY THAT SHE SAID NO AND WHEN KYUNGSOO ASKED IF SHE WANTED SOMEONE TO TALK TO, KYUNGMI WASTED NO TIME IN SAYING YES. THAT AFTERNOON, KYUNGMI POURED OUT ALL HER EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS TO KYUNGSOO.
 
 
RELATIONS:
  
SISTER /  권예은 KWON YEEUN / 24 / STUDENT / CARING, OUTGOING, LOUD, STUBBORN
FC: OMG SEUNGHEE 
TYPICAL SIBLING RELATIONSHIP. THEY FIGHT, THEY MAKE UP, THEY DO ALL THE THINGS THAT SISTERS DO TOGETHER. BEING ONLY 4 YEARS APART, IT'S EASIER FOR THEM TO GET ALONG. THEY HAVE A LOT IN COMMON WHICH IS RARE FOR SISTERS BUT THESE TWO GET ALONG REALLY WELL. ALTHOUGH KYUNGMI REALLY ENVYS HER SISTER FOR BEING SO GOOD AT EVERYTHING SHE DOES.
 
 
PARENTS / KWON JAEWOOK & JANG JAEHEE / 48 & 47 / DOCTOR & NURSE /
TYPICAL ASIAN PARENTS REALLY. THEY JUST WANT KYUNGMI TO SUCCEED IN LIFE AND THEY OFTEN TELL HER TO DO THINGS THAT SHE'S NOT INTERESTED IN OR THEY'LL LIST ALL OF HER SISTER'S ACCOMPLISHMENTS. KYUNGMI REALLY LOVES THEM AND SHE WANTS TO MAKE HER PARENTS PROUD BUT SHE DOESN'T WANT TO RISK HER HAPPINESS TO DO SOMETHING SHE DOESN'T WANT.
 
 
FRIENDS(?)/COUNSELOR / MOK KYUNGSOO / 23 / SERENITEA MANAGER / INFP
I FEEL LIKE THEIR RELATIONSHIP SEEMS LIKE A COUNSELOR AND PATIENT RELATIONSHIP, BUT THEY DO GET ALONG QUITE WELL. AFTER HER LITTLE BREAKDOWN WHEN SHE FIRST MET KYUNGSOO, KYUNGMI FEELS PRETTY COMFORTABLE AROUND HIM. SHE REALLY TREASURES THE FACT THAT HE REALLY LISTENS TO HER WHEN SHE TALKS TO HIM AND SHE REALLY TRUSTS HIM TOO. IT ALSO HELPS THAT KYUNGSOO HAS THAT TYPE OF PERSONALITY THAT MAKES YOU REALLY TRUST HIM AND THAT HAS HELPED KYUNGMI OPENED UP A BIT MORE.
 
날씨가 너무 좋아 상상하죠
INTRODUCTION: CHESTNUT COLORED LOCKS FLOWED AROUND HER PALE SKIN. PALE PEACH LIPS WERE CURLED INTO A SMILE WHILE HER EYES FOLDED INTO CRESENTS. LIFE WAS FULL OF BITTERNESS AND HAPPINESS AND EVEN THOUGH SHE FEARED FOR THE BAD, SHE WAS WILLING TO LIVE FOR THE GOOD TIMES. SHE KNEW THAT YOU COULDN'T HAVE THE LAUGHTER WITHOUT THE TEARS AND YOU COULDN'T HAVE TEARS WITHOUT THE LAUGHTER. BUT WHAT WAS SHE TO DO?
 
 
 
아마 언젠가 말야
LIKES:
- FLOWERS
- PLUSHIES
- CAMERAS
- PASTEL COLORS
- CLASSICAL MUSIC
- MYSTICAL THINGS
- DAYDREAMING
- WRITING
- BOOKS
- SPRING
- RAIN
- SNOWFLAKES
- CHERRY BLOSSOMS
- CAMERA NECKLACES
- SUNSETS
 
DISLIKES:
- HUMID WEATHER
- MATH
- SCIENCE
- LOUD NOISES
- COLD WEATHER
- BUGS
- GETTING UP EARLY
- CRITISM
- SPIDERS
- HORROR MOVIES
- NO CREATIVITY

HOBBIES:
- WRITING
- DRAWING
- READING
- PLAYING THE PIANO/VIOLIN
- TAKING PICTURES

HABITS:
  - STARING OFF INTO SPACE WHEN SHE'S BORED
  - BITING THE DEAD SKIN OFF OF HER LIPS
 - CARRYING AROUND HER CAMERA AND HER NOTEBOOK
 - TAPPING HER LIPS WITH HER PENCIL WHEN SHE'S THINKING
  - DIGGING HER NAILS INTO HER PALMS

FEARS:
- FAILURE
- REJECTION
- SPIDERS
- ROACHES

TRIVIA:
- HER FAVORITE JEWEL IS A ROSE QUARTZ
- SHE LOVES ALL KINDS OF FLOWERS BUT HER FAVORITE ONE IS CHERRY BLOSSOMS
- HER FAVORITE CAMERA IS A NIXON NIKKOR DSLR
- SHE BELIEVES IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT AND HAPPILY EVER AFTER
- SHE OWNS A LOT OF CAMERA NECKLACES AND SOME ARE HUNG UP ON THE WALL IN HER BEDROOM
- SHE KNOWS HOW TO MAKE PAPER STARS
- SHE'S VERY TALENTED WITH HER HANDS AND CAN CRAFT A LOT OF THINGS
- SHE KNOWS HOW TO PLAY THE PIANO AND VIOLIN
- SHE WOULD LOVE TO VISIT CHINA, JAPAN AND EUROPE SOMEDAY
- SHE CAN KEEP HER FRUSTRATIONS QUIET FOR A LONG TIME BUT EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE, SHE'LL EXPLODE
- SHE LIKES THE SMELL OF COFFEE BUT SHE'S NOT REALLY FOND OF THE TASTE
- THE TOP OF HER HEAD IS MORE RECOGNIZABLE BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE IS SO MUCH TALLER THAN SHE IS 
- HER DREAM IS TO BECOME AN AUTHOR OR A PHOTOGRAPHER OR DO SOMETHING WITH MUSIC
- SHE OFTEN CRYS AFTER PHONE CALLS WITH HER PARENTS
- SOMETIMES SHE'LL CRY HERSELF TO SLEEP
- SHE ACTUALLY HAS CRESENT SCARS ON THE PALMS OF HER HANDS FROM DIGGING HER NAILS INTO HER SKIN. ITS HER WAY OF KEEPING HER ANGER IN WHEN SHE'S TALKING TO HER PARENTS.
USUALLY TALKS TO HER SISTER EVERY TWO DAYS, JUST TO CATCH UP ON LIFE IN GENERAL, BUT THEY COULD END UP TALKING FOR AT LEAST THREE HOURS IF THEY COULD
- TRIES NOT TO CALL HER PARENTS BUT HER PARENTS INSIST ON CALLING HER EVERY NIGHT; STARTS WITH THE 'HOW ARE YOU' AND 'HOW'S SCHOOL GOING' AND THEN IT TRANSITIONS TO HER PARENTS TALKING ABOUT SOMETHING YEEUN DID AND HOW KYUNGMI SHOULD REALLY START THINKING ABOUT HER FUTURE AND BLAH BLAH BLAH
 
 
난 아직도 긴 꿈을 꾸고 있어 그 어떤 이에게도 말하지 못했던
LOVE INTEREST: SOMEONE WHO IS WILLING TO HELP KYUNGMI SEE THAT SHE HAS WORTH AND THAT SHE'LL BE SUCCESSFUL NO MATTER WHAT. AND SOMEONE WHO CAN PUT UP WITH HER WEIRD SELF.
아마 언젠가 말야 이 꿈들이 현실이 되면
COMMENTS: I HAVE FINISHED~ THIS TOOK A LITTLE WHILE LOL BUT I HOPE EVERYTHING IS WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING FOR~! PLEASE DON'T HESITATE TO BE BRUTAL IN YOUR REVIEW HAHA I DON'T MIND. I APOLOGIZE IF THE BACKGROUND LOOKS LONG, I PRAY YOUR EYES DON'T DRY OUT READING ALL THIS HAHA
SCENE SUGGESTIONS:
- DEFINITELY WANT TO SEE KYUNGMI JUST LOSE HER TEMPER
- KYUNGMI DIGGINER HER NAILS INTO HER PALMS AND JUST BREAKING THE SKIN: BLOOD
- JUST GOING TO KYUNGSOO SOBBING HYSTERICALLY ONE DAY
- EH... I MIGHT HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THIS LOL
PASSWORD: COCONUT MILK TEA WITH LYCHEE JELLY

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buttfluff
#1
oh my god i can imagine my bby juls getting all flustered with how beautiful kyungmi is ;;;
(cause yooa is a goddess)