maaaaaaan i've been saying i want a special other so many times but in reality, i can't even make myself like someone. why is it so hard to catch feelings when i don't even have ample experience in love?

honestly, right now i feel like i've hit my cool, wine-chugging, rich aunt stage where i could care any less about relationships and all that.

coz how tf do i not harbor any likey likey feelings to anyone when i usually have a crush like every 3 months or so before.

am i bound to be alone now

help

plsplsplsmychristmaswishissomeonetohaveacrushon

sounds absurd yeah bUT

yo aunt shimmie just has all these feels inside yet has no one to give it to

plez understand