*big hugs from mini auntie* I don't even know where to begin. Reading this reminded me of a lot I went through as a teenager and I wish I knew exactly what to say to help.
All I can say is this: Sometimes really needing an escape; it's our mind's way of letting us know we're overloaded and it's okay to seek that out when we need it. And it's natural, unfortunately, that we do compare ourselves with others (I'm more than guilty of doing that, myself).
As for feeling worthless, just please, look at how far you've come. Instead of comparing yourself to others, think of what you've achieved so far and find something that Inspires you.
If you need someone to talk to, even if it's just to rant about how ty your day was, just message me on Instagram. I may not be able to answer right away, but I'll always answer. <3
Breathe, girl! You've got this, just remember how much you've kicked so far. Stay positive, you're doing great and don't think negativity while taking care of what you need to, that will only sabotage what you're trying to do. Also remember if you need someone to rant to, I'm here.
Don't beat yourself up over it, you're doing great. ^_^ You're in the top 20 and your GPA is pretty impressive. Cheer up you've got this, fighting! ^_^
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