Okay, so the ideas for why I left here are scewed, some say because I was being attacked, others say becuase of my friendships falling appart (which they didn't) others say because of this reason or this reason, to stop the speculation I'm going to tell you why 

I became someone I didn't know. 

Put it simply, I became someone who was mean, hurtful, and spiteful towards anyone that wasn't Jimminniee or a couple of my other friends. 

I left because I didn't like who I was becoming on the inside, or the outside. I became so wound up in 'protecting' people I loved and cared about, that I forgot who I was, I started turning cold, started creating arguments out of just my fear or anxiety, out of being judged as being 'weak' or something, I was doing things to impress people I didn't even like. 

I hated who I was becoming. 

I left because I needed to find myself and find who I was and pull myself out of the toxic lake of hate and anger I was creating and drowning myself in that I created.

I needed to remember the person I was, the nice person who cared so much about so many people, the person who puts others before myself, the person who loves people and doesn't judge anyone - who always tries to teach wrong from right by showing it the right way and teaching what the wrong way is. 

I lost myself. And as such, I lead many people astray. I'm sorry for that. 

I am back to my old self, someone who loves who I am and is very happy with the way my life is going. I am sorry anyone saw me for less than that - and who witnessed me in the lowest of the low.