hey :3 idk, i wanted to say sorry again for the lack of updates in all my fics. I know my pattern of updates has been very.... fractured recently >.< i have quite a few fics here now and alongside my shop, i guess keeping on top of it all is harder than i anticipated. Honestly i would be able to do just fine only i have had some stuff going on recently (dw dw i am all good, it's nothing serious >.<) that means it's just been very difficult for me to write, which really isn't helping. Any time i even get a jolt of inspiration for a fic, it's like- these things at the back of my mind keep stopping me (it isn't writer's block, just something else >.<). I'm very sorry and i will try to do my best for you all, i will try to better myself, because all of my readers deserve better. I haven't forgotten about any of my fics and none are in hiatus or anything of the sort - it's more just about striking a balance and getting what i can get updated, well, updated >.< for people subscribed to all of my stories, it may look like i am updating more than it does to those subscribed to just one - i mean, i updated my drabble collection and Cirque de Nuit a few days ago, so i guess it might appear that i am on top of things. However, readers of Neon have been waiting literal weeks for an update, and Message Me Offline? readers have also been waiting longer than makes me comfortable, so towards readers of both those works, please know how sorry i am - i will try work harder and do my best, i swear xxx don't worry about me or my health or anything of the sort because i really am okay. My primary concern is that i am leaving for university at the start of october which will impact my free time severely, so if i can't update fics now.... idk when i will ever be able to *-* i am disappointed in myself but like i said, i will work harder for you all. 

i also know the quality of my writing is probably lacking too. Everyday i see amazingly talented authors here and i wouldn't blame you guys for giving up on my fics and reading other works, because i am definitely nowhere near the level of many other authors here <3 but i will try and better myself and create a fic worth reading. I apologise for how lacking i am. I love you all, please know that! ^-^ every read and subscription or comment means the world to me. I can never repay you all truly, so thank you :3 <3 stay safe and happy xxx

-Emma