Sorry But I Don't Accept Such Things!

   Oh hey guys! So this is me again, coming at you with a load of curse words to vent out my pent up frustration.

   I've recently made a blog to show people how I feel when EXO came to Manila for ElyXion and surprise surprise, someone posted a pretty offending comment. I don't need to put a name because I know that if he or she were to see this then they would instantly know who they are.

   So first off, his or her comment was pretty short but it directly said, or asked really, that if I were to mope, would I slit my wrists next. Well. Welcome to a world where if you say things like that, you'll definitely get shunned. WHY IN THE ING HELL WOULD YOU ASK SOMEONE THAT, WOULD YOU WANT TO TRIGGER ANY DEPRESSIVE THOUGHTS? WOULD YOU BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE IF SOMEONE WERE TO ACT ON WHAT YOU ASKED? IT WAS DAMN OFFENSIVE AND WHO THE GETS THE RIGHT TO ASK SUCH A QUESTION?

   Just to let you guys know, I have a couple of depression-cased friends whom have already cut on their wrist and it's not a pretty sight, at all. Any question or statement or quote that is in anyway related to depression is a trigger and should be flagged immediately because I'm sensitive about the topic, who would want to be hinted of cutting your wrist any ways? If I were to ask the one who commented in my blog, wouldn't you have felt the least bit offended because someone actually wanted you to put a cut on your wrist to let out depression and depressive thoughts?

   Secondly, he or she, before she has asked me if I would put a cut onto my thin wrist, she said that me ranting about now being able to go to EXO's concert was a minor problem compared to the other, more critical problems in this world. As if I didn't know that, if he or she knew that I was about to rant and mope about my life then why did he or she even bother to read my blog anyways? Right?

   Like, if this is my problem, WHAT THE HECK DO YOU WANT I JUST WANTED TO VENT OUT, NO NEED TO BE RUDE, IT'S NOT LIKE I DON'T KNOW THAT THIS MOPING WON'T DO ME GOOD BUT CAN I HELP IT THAT I'M A BIT EMOTIONAL??

   Seriously, why did the person even read my blog if all she wanted to do was to make me feel bad and hint me into hurting myself, I just wanna let you guys know that I've dealt with depression already, thankfully I got, ehh, better. I'm getting better but after this one comment, I don't know...

   After that, I just felt self councious, like, if I should do this, should I do that instead, was becoming an EXO-L a mistake? Doubts cloud my mind now, thank you very much and it's not like it's made my writing any better...

   Lastly, I'm a human being with emotions and feelings that could easily get hurt because as said before, I'm sensitive about a topic that's related to depression in any way, so please, don't. Just don't. 

   It's not like you know what I've been through. The problems in the house or pain of bullying, the depression and the hurt. The past that's unforgettable.

   After this not so short blog, unlike the one I've had before, the feeling of releasing and writing out what's in my mind didn't make me feel any better. My last blog at least helped me emotionally. This one, not so much. I guess I just have to keep trying because I don't want my smile to be erased...

   XC signing out with a frown =(

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jjongkeytrash #1
GIRL TELL ME WHO THIS PERSON IS IM ABOUT TO COME SWINGING. LIKE WHO TF IS THIS PERSON TO COME OUT HERE AND SAY ISH LIKE THAT AND AUTOMATICALLY ASSUME YOU'RE BEING OVERLY DRAMATIC???? *breaks a table*

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*inhales, exhales*
I'm 'calm' now. Honestly this person has me so triggered right now. Like are you not allowed to be sad that your faves are in the same place as you and you can't go???? ARRGGGHHHHH this is so irritating. ANYWAYS there is nothing wrong with being sad about not seeing your faves, heck sometimes I get so sad about never seeing my faves.

XC lemme tell you IT'S OKAY TO BE SAD. DON'T LET THIS PERSON TELL YOU OTHER WISE
hallowxiu #2
Damn, I’m sorry you had to do that. You’re allowed to rant about problems, small or not. I really hate that excuse of, “well others have it harder” anyway. Secondly, it’s not justified for them to tell you to do that . Honestly, just sounds like they have nothin better to do. Don’t take it personally, dear. ;; clearly they need to work on some self reflection.
ellip-sism #3
i hope this person just get a life. seriously, what he is doing out of his own boredom.
NaniOrange #4
The person, who wrote this comment can her/himself, really.

I have also dealt with depression and you don't make such comment or jokes or WHATEVER about it and write to a person.
There isn't a point to discuss in this matter.

You just don't do, write or say such disrespectful and hurtful things and if people say such things I get really angry, because I ask myself, what an IQ people have to say such things, without THINKING AFORHEAD, if it could hurt another person.

So please don't doubt yourself and don't stop being an EXO-L <3

And DO NOT doubt yourself, becuase of such bull <3
You are perfect the way you are and you are something special ❤

Don't let such comments get close to you, because this person obviously has no brain for thinking, before doing things.
Because, when you have one you don't write such things...



Sorry for being so vulgar, but I had dealt with depression for a long time and i stil have friends , who deal with that.
So things like this make me really angry..
TheChoas #5
*Curses income*
I seriously don't how how some people can gather so much bull in their head. As somebody who has been through cutting and depression and stuff it's more than ing disrespectful for such persons to even bring on comparisons like that. What the hell are people even thinking?
I'm so ing sorry you have to put up with bull like that, you deserve so ing much better.
bebopchan #6
What the ever-loving ? People are s and seemed to want to wave that flag even higher behind an internet name. I'm sorry she said that to you and if someone like that wondering asshat gets you down, just remember we're here to be supportive of you. Fighting!
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