Is this a controversial fanfic idea??

First of all, before you get on my for what you might read, I wouldn't be doing it as a joke or anything. This story would be serious and a form of closure for me. (Idek if that kind of thing is allowed to be written on here--)

 

Now, closure for what you might ask? Well...I kinda had an idea based on some fans saying they saw a 5th person who wasn't a backup dancer at SHINee's latest concert in Japan. Yes, I wanted to make a fanfic about Jonghyun. And also inspired by the fact when my sister told me about this theory and we watched a video, I saw what looked to be a shadow figure standing under his empty spotlight during those songs where that set up was included. Hear me out; it definitely wouldn't be romance. It would just be...closure. 

A story in which the SHINee members, in their darkest times after Jjong's death, see or feel his presence around them. This presence appears even on stage, where members might even see or feel him performing with them.  

This story would probably be a very emotional one for me to write. Heck, I'm already tearing up explaining the story and I haven't even started it.

I've written stories on topics of members leaving (even though in that story, when I wrote it I was convinced he wouldn't leave but it's still a sadder topic), and obviously, character death is very popular in angst stories. but the real thing is, is it okay to write a story about someone who's already dead, as an act of closure; no romance involved at all. 

I also am curious about whether anyone would read this. For all I know, this could have already been done. But I'm sure others need closure as much as I do. Give me your thoughts. Even if I get a negative response, I'll probably still write it, anyways. Just not post it anywhere.

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PinkBlueBeauty
#1
It will be painful to write it, but if it gives you closure, write it. I wouldn't read it, however, not because I have something against you or them, but because the grief is still there and I don't know, it's just too painful. I'm satisfied he can now see what we really think about him and care about him.
MissMinew
#2
Yes it’s okay. Write it. Give yourself that closure.
-thesunandmoon-
#3
Write it.