So, as the title expresses, I'm here at 1AM expressing why I haven't done anything on here since July. 

Unfortunately, I don't have any crazy reasons like being busy with school or anything, since I took the year off to figure out what I wanna do with my life. I did  get a job, but I can't use that as an excuse either because it's super early morning shifts (usually 5AM-9AM), meaning I have a lot of time to do other things.

I think the first reason is that I'm lacking inspiration. At least, for K-Pop fanfics. Also I've gotten into a lot of other things recently, the main obsession currently being Stranger Things. I'd love if someone could at least give me some kind of prompt or inspiration. Especially for Blindly in Love. I really wanna finish it, but because the pairing is non-existent, I have no idea how to finish it. I don't want to drag it out too much, either, since it's already close to 30 chapters. 

It doesn't help that most of my OTPs are 'crack' pairings as some people put it; the less popular pairings. I'd love to fix it, but it's kinda hard. When I have my sights on a pairing I find cute, I usually can't like any other pairing including the two people (some cases change, like I used to be able to ship Chen with a couple other people, but refused to ship anyone else with Tao, or I ship Ravi with pretty much everyone in VIXX, but refuse to like any other Leo OTP.)

Of course I'm always thinking of things to write about, but sometimes I never write them or choose not to write them because they're too random and cheesy. Or I can think of a story idea, but can't decide on a pairing to use.

Basically, TL;DR, I'm lacking inspiration due to being obsessed with something other than Kpop for once.