I've played Tinder for a few days now.
I'm not surprised that I haven't got any matches until today, it's not a big deal to me. I know that using the app, I shouldn't take it seriously. But using it for days makes me think...

There is nothing to be proud of about me.

Like, in real life, I'm proud of myself for being such a gentle person but in Tinder, I have nothing. I have nothing to sell. I have nothing to tell to people. I'm a writer here, I like making stories, but inside, I have no story. I have no content in me! I'm boring.
About my career, I've given up my dreams and passion and now I'm working as a medical student that I'm never interested in.
I have no favorite music. I only listen to Twice songs (I don't even really like their music (but I ONLY listen to them anyway)). Listening Kpop is stereotypically lame in my place. My hobby? Well... I like writing fanfic. I'm not the best author here but some people love what I make. But, still, it's Kpop related and fanfic is not a "real" literature work. Anyway, I'm not a serious writer either. I don't know many techniques about writing. I don't really have so-called sense in writing. I just do it for fun. Mostly, just for myself...
My interest is...... I like aesthetic! I like anything related to art and beauty. But again, my knowledge in that area is not wide at all. I know nothing about it. I can't even start learning as I'm so busy with my job. I just like them. But... meh... You can't discuss it with me. Again, everything's that I like is usually for myself.
I have no achievements. I'm not a traveler who has gone to many places. I'm not a nerd who has read many books. I'm not a socialist who has many social circles. I don't like sport. I like watching movies but I don't know much about them. Yeah, again, I'm boring.

Usually, I receive. I don't give to people. I'm not a good listener, but with my friends, what I do the most is listening to them. I can't give them good feedbacks toward them. All I can have is my willingness to listen to them. That's how I show my care to them. Borrowing my friend's words, I'm like a big tree for the wanderers to rest. Honestly, I like to be in the center of the group indeed lol xD
I think that's how Haeju (10th Member) is accepted by the other members. I really hope that the other 9 feel comfortable with them. I think the tree concept is what makes Haeju easily acceptable for people, regardless how annoying she is sometimes :')

It's a dream for me to have a story to tell to people. A story about me. Like the other Tinder accounts, I want to be interesting tooooo~ I'm not looking for a lover there. Even looking for a best friend is already hard. I just want to meet people who want to accept me as how I am. I want to be surrounded by people that I'm comfortable with. I want to connect to new people and meet them irl. But, seriously, I can't even introduce myself. How can people get to know me theeeeen???~~~ xd