i dunno if it's just me being weird or whatnot, but i can't be the only one that's single af and likes it that way, but at the same time i do long for someone to care about and for someone to care for me in return.  

i'm probably the last person to ever think about having a bf.  i can barely look into the eyes of a guy without combusting on the spot -- simply because i get really uncomfortable when i make eye contact with someone i don't know too well.  tbh i haven't even held a guy's hand either.  i do hug guys on occasion, but they're driven from our mutual "bro" status.  i'm also not the best at conveying my feelings, or allowing certain burdens to be lifted by talking to people, so having a bf would probably drive both of us absolutely crazy.

i honestly don't know why i'm posting about this, but it's been on my mind a lot lol call me crazy....

- hyun