Im fine.

I walk with them again tonight,
Listening to their story again,
As they talk something bout them,
I spit one by one my words, 
Tap their back, hold their hands,
I laugh with them like its nothing.

Once i comeback to my dark room,
Why i fall to my knees and start to cry?

Its not heal yet,
I still hurt inside,
Like a fool i told myself to holding on,
Its still not heal yet, 
The scar still not cover up,
As i smile to the sun up in the sky,
Its not fine.

I woke up with mixed feelings,
Another days to be fill in,
I try to find something new,
Dress myself, go out and look around,
Smile to everyone, Walking by the street,
I heard the bird singing happily.

But once it hit me,
Makes me realize,
That i still crying inside.

All those comforting words i told u,
I told them to myself too,
Why its still feel hurt inside? 
When i climb up to my bed,
And that song comes again,
I cry.

Take care words from u,
When we go to our separate ways,
I really hope u mean it the way i am.
Its not heal yet,
I still hurt inside,
Like a fool i told myself to holding on,
Its not fine.

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KarraAriana
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It is okay to be sad... it is okay to cry... just cry all you want... cry it all out so that you'll feel better. Start loving yourself. Care more about yourself. Read book. Listen to musics. Distract yourself, play Xbox or something. No matter what happen... try to stay strong... Fighting !!