SO

I'm a graphic design student in her second/last year, meaning I'm taking my 5th trimester this term and I'm struggling... I'm really f**ked

What happened was that I was currently the only graphic design student in my 5th term who attended the class and I'm panicking so much when my lectures dropped the bomb about this term: it's our pre-production term where we prepare for the final project.

Being the only design student who attended that class for now, I had no ideas for my final projects because I honestly feel like dying just not being to produce a design final project or being to join a group looking like sore loser because I'm socially awkward (my social anxiety was kinda suffocating me that I kept exiting the class just to breathe, calm myself down & think of ways to bounce class) I kinda hate my batch because they just ditch class, super lazy... like omg you wouldn't believe how stressed I was when I wanted to get above average grades!!

BUT ALL THEY WANTED TO AIM WAS PASSING GRADES!!

DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW THAT STRESSES ME OUT???

I WANTED TO PUT MY GREATEST EFFORT IN MY PROJECTS BUT BULL THEY THINK "IT'S SO EXTRA" LIKE GOD HELP ME (& please forgive me for talking behind my classmates because they're great people BUT THEM)

I'M GOING TO BE THE BEST STUDENT & A GREAT DESIGNER THIS TERM BUT OMG the thought of 2 big projects this term, I feel like dying... idk what to do so I'm really fcked...

RIP my soul

I just hope things go well, I just have to work harder. sajdfhagdsl