so i told myself that this year was supposed to be the year that i let go of all meaningless thoughts and voices in my head, and that it will take some time to change my way of thinking.  it's been working when i remind myself, but whenever i run into someone that has wronged me in the past, it kinda feels like a crime to totally forget about everything they've done.

then i think to myself, i'm a hot-blooded korean, not a primeval savage.  it's okay for me to remember what has been done to me, so that i can learn from the mistakes i've made, as well as the mistakes the other party has made.

also, i shouldn't be sorry for things i haven't done.  i've been blamed for a lot of things in the past, and me being naive, i accepted that it was my fault.  

so i'm sorry, baby, but i'm not sorry.

with that being said, if you know who i am, and if we've had some beef in the past, know the fact that i'm not sorry for anything.  we were most likely friends or liked each other in some way.  i don't regret the good times we've had, and i also don't regret the bad times we've had.  i've just grown stronger than i was, and stronger than you ever will be.  everything i did was for a reason, including leaving you behind.