As you all know by now, SHINee's Kim Jonghyun has passed away and I am beside myself in heartache. I know fellow Shawols feel the same and they grieve along with me along with the kpop community. I feel lost and numb and as if I knew him personally, I long for him in such an extreme way.

If you need to talk about anything doesn't matter what your fandom or where you're from, I'm here. Please please talk to someone, anyone. There are people who care and love you and will listen.

He had the voice of an angel, he made me laugh hysterically and I always loved to see him get angry. A man with a beautfiful soul who was beautiful on the outside, but more importantly, on the inside. 

RIP Jonghyun, I'll love you always, you will be missed forever.