Its been forever since I've made a blog...

but today is a very sad day

My heart is broken, and I absolutely can't believe the news. I've been a SHINee fan for several years, and Jonghyun was always my bias. I love him with all my heart, so to hear that he's gone, I'm... I feel lost, shattered.

I wish that I could've done more, showed him more love and appreciate his talent more. I wish we as fans could've helped him.

if only we knew...

I know how it feels to be alone, empty and broken, how it feels as though there's no one who cares about you. I know what its like to feel hopeless. Depression . Mental illness . And I can't even imagine how it felt for Jonghyun, considering the stress from idol life he also dealt with, and how he kept his emotions hidden.

it pains me so much

If anyone needs to talk, message me. I might not be active that much, but I'll try my best to respond. Or you can add me on Instagram or follow me on tumblr since I'll probably be more active there. Both are under the same username.

Stay strong everyone...

RIP Kim Jonghyun ❤️