so i had a pretty wacky/scary dream a few nights ago, and honestly i'm still a bit shook.....

first there were people chasing me, which is pretty common, so i wasn't too freaked out, but when i went back to dream a second time, i was told i had to abort my child.

i'm not even old enough to even think about having a child, but this was pretty scary.  i was in a dimly-lit doctor's office when they told me, and i remember feeling really cold and fking terrified.  i was in complete and utter disbelief and just found myself shaking my head "no" the entire time.  when i woke up, i was panicked that i actually did have to give up my non-existant child.  i literally cried until i realized that none of it was true.

i really hope i'm never in the position where i have to abort my child or children.  my mom had trouble even trying to get pregnant because of medical complications, which is why she adopted me and my siblings.

honestly i'm so scared ;-; wtf is wrong with meeee TT^TT

dolce-peach