The long awaited "Life Bar" episode with Shindong and Eunhyuk finally broadcasted yesterday, and it revealed some deep stuff. Even if one doesn't understand everything they say, one gets the mood when Heechul fights back the urge to cry.

How dare they play "Island" and expect me to stop my tears?

Everything has been so unfair for them in so many different aspects, they've literally been through the worst groups could have gone through. We all know Heechul has tried to leave the group twice by now, the second time was going to be for this comeback because he felt he ruined their image because of his .. "Handicap". He has confessed on several occasions that he looked forward for their comeback and was so excited, but he felt sorry for s and guilty because he couldn't dance properly because of the incident.

People saying that he's overplaying this, is so heartbreaking. They don't even know what actually happened 11 years ago, nor that he's been suffering for all those years. 

We all know he feels so sorry for this too, but why should he when it was those damn sasaeng fans who did this to him?

I know he'd do anything it took so he would not, as he said "Take down his team". One accident after the other and tragically, Heechul has been suffering for 11 years now because of his leg.

Thank you Eunhyuk .. For saying such nice words to Heechul once again, saving him from the pit he was about to fall into. I cannot take another depressed Heechul, it was horrible enough the first time ..