Okay, first off I will apologize for the roller coast week, week and a half that I've had and have been putting all of you through. For those of you who didn't read my last few blogs, I basically quit writing on AFF for othe platforms, etc. etc.

All of you were so so so supportive of that decision and made me feel so much better about my writing and just myself as a whole, and in addition to that, the requests I've been getting on tumblr have gotten me excited for writing again. And, because I'm feeling more confident and content with my writing, I was able to have a clearer mind when thinking about everything.

I've decided, instead of being so rash and just up and quitting on AFF as a whole, I am going to first finsih all of my ongoing stories, and then once that's over, I will decide then, whether or not I will leave AFF. The clutter on my AFF with all of these incomplete stories and drafts is probably part of the reason I was so anxious writing on here in the first place, aside from the comments and that whole rant I did in the quitting blog. Having those of you that came out and told me about how you felt about my writing honestly helped me feel better about it. I greatly appreciate it. I really do.

Now, I'm making a game plan to follow for updating and completing my stories, in order to just.. not overwhelm myself, you know? I apologize if the story you read, if you only read one, isn't first, but I do promise I will get to it eventually and hopefully have it finished by end of first quarter/mid-2018, because thats when I want to be over and done with all of my ongoing stories. I will be moving in April, so I just know that my time will be taken up quite a bit for at least the first couple of weeks, and then my classes for my new school will start in May and it'll take a while to get into a routine with that as well. It's going to be a bit tricky, but I am going to do my absolute best to stay on top of all of this. I probably won't have it all done by then, but I'll be caught up enough that it won't be too much trouble to finish it before at least the start of fall of next year, which means before Nano.

Here's how I plan to go along with it.

Instead of writing a brand new story for NaNoWriMo this year, I am going to do what I did last year, and just make my goal to write 50k in the month. I will leave all of my stories open for me to choose from with writing, just so I can make it easier on myself to actually write, but once November is over, if I haven't completed anything concretely, then this is the order in which I will be focusing on everything. I think taking it two at a time might be the best scenario for me to get things done quickly and efficiently, without stressing myself out over it.

Fear of Falling [Jimin x OC, angst]

This is long overdue. It's time I just sit down and force myself to finish it, because in all honesty, there isn't a ton left to do. I just need to fill in the missing pieces that were lost when my computer crashed two years ago. Two. Years. Ago. Yeah, this is priority af.

Delivery [Hoseok x OC, angst/fluff]

This is higher up simply because it's on the shorter side and won't take me long to finish, anyway, because it's mostly fluff and only going to be 18 chapters long, and I've gotten 4 and 1/4 down already. I'll probably be updating this and FoF at the same time, just to get them both down quickly.

I want to have both of these done before the end of the year.

Am I Wrong? [Jimin x OC, teacherxstudentau, ]

Even though this from the Wings challenge, and I'll be saving challenges/series for last, I do want to get this finished, because so many of you are waiting on it. I'll probably write this alongside 52.

52. [Jimin x OC, light angst, ]

Again, focusing on this with AIW. Hopefully during Nano I'll get far enough ahead in all four of these stories that I'll be able to have these two done by the end of January, or February at the latest.

Lastly, I'll work on What Am I To You?, which is from my Dark&Wild challenge, which I honestly want to complete, and will probably focus on just these all in one go once I've finished everything else. And, with these, I will begin focusing on T7S and TDS once more (although I'm not forbidding myself from working on those two, I just know that my focus will be other stories, so if I write for them, it'll be when inspiration comes and when I have the time to, sorry for doing that, but the stories that I've had started or planned since 2015 are taking priority, atm).

 How You Can Help 

I know it probably sounds crazy, adding more writing onto the list but I'm being dead serious when I say the requests I'm getting on Tumblr are pushing me to be excited about writing again, and if it does get to be too much, I will stop for a bit, catch up and try again. But, for now... I really would like more of you to request from me. I've had so much fun doing it, and have been inspired to write the stories I have on here again because of it, and I just... I guess I look forward to them now, lol. If you guys aren't on tumblr, then you can pm me and still request, and if you want to remain anonymous whenever I do post, just let me know and I won't share who you are with it.

My tumblr is here <---
You can request a scenario/oneshot here <---

BTS, Seventeen, NCT is all allowed, maybe even exo. / is allowed, in fact any genre/topic is allowed except for mpreg, and the will be written at my own discretion, whether or not the particular scenario is something I'm confortable with. THIS ALSO INCLUDES A LITTLE BONUS SCENARIO/ONESHOT (maybe) FROM A STORY THAT I'VE ALREADY COMPLETED ON HERE, such as Let Me Know, You're In Danger or Fifty Shades of Jimin, etc. Any requests made for those particular stories will be posted ON AFF, rather than tumblr.

Thank you again for all of the support you guys have given me so far, it means so so so much. And I don't feel all over the place for the first time in a long time. I look forward to updating once more, and maybe when it's all over, the decision to leave AFF will no longer be on my mind.

-Kai