Hi!

I'm currently on my study week break before my Finals of Semester One. So in order to relief a litte of my stress I decided to write this three part blog post.

This is part one a.k.a Pre Fanmeeting <3

So I'm not gonna lie, I'm writing this because my post concert depression is killing me even after 3 months the concert ended. If yall don't know, VIXX had a mini fanmeeting tour in South East Asia last July. My country was their first stop and it was held on the 27th of July 2017 at KL Live. BOIII THE RIDE WAS WILDT AF.

After my major exam ended and I graduated highschool last year, I had a long break for about 6 months starting from December up to the end of May. So while on holiday, I decided to save up money because, man I wish I was making this part up but, at the back of my mind, it kept bothering me, there was a small voice telling me that Vixx will be coming to my country this year. My initial thought was a concert tour to the counries they first held their global showcases at in 2013. Since its their 5th anniversary this year, they might wanna do something special as mentioned above. So I began saving up a lot. Part of the reason was also to CLEAN THE SEPHORA SHELVES YALL I'M FREAKING OBSESSED OKAY. I did mini jobs like baby sitting my nephews and nieces, teaching my little brother, cleaning up houses, trival things. And my monthly pocket money was saved up as well. Fun fact: I even saved up all the excess posket money from 2016 while I was in my last year in highschool, I spent very little sooooo most of my savings come from there. Anyhow, your girl was chillin on a fine day in April (27th of April, yes I remember the day I had a heart attack and flounced around like a fish out of water) I had lunch with my family in the dining room and left my phone in my room. When I got into my room and started scrolling twitter, IMAGINE THE SURPRISE WHEN I SAW PEOPLE CONGRATULATING MALAYSIAN STARLIGHTS AND THAT FINALLY VIXX WILL COME HERE FOR AN ACTUAL MINI CONCERT AFTER 4 FECKING YEARS!!!! ( I know they came here in 2015 but like that doesn't count because they were being judges for a competition okay) I'm like WTFFFFFF DID I MISS I HAD LUnCH FOR 30 ING MINUTES AND THIS HAPPENS?????????????!!!!!!!!!!

After furious 100mph scrolling session I found out that they really were coming here for a fanmeeting HALLE ing LUJAH. Also they came here via musictaste. If you don't know, musictaste will bring you your selected artists to your country if you reach the required amount of points. And somewhere around January I was like mehh lets give this thing a try so everyday it was a staple thing for me to do. Its super easy so it didn;t feel like a chore at all. Thus when musictaste annouunced that all tastemakers will get access to pre-sale tickets I swear to god I had tears streaming down my ing face. I thanked everything I could thank and rolled on the floor of my room for a good 60 minutes. Such was the effect of VIXX on me. At the same time I was terrified af. Who can I go with?? I mean I can ask my best friend but what will she do while I attend the concert? I was a wreck man I tell you. So I first began to recollect myself and browsed Carousel for a cheap Vixx Lightstick. And thank god I managed to snatch one at the price RM145 including postage. Now all I had to do was wait for the lightstick to arrive and in the meantime start arranging my schedule and transportation.

I started to find starlights who might be intrested to go together with me. And I've been talking to Kallistar for a while so I was happy that she wanted to go with me. However she said that it is not decided yet due to the HELLA EXPENSIVE ticket price. VIP1 and VIP2 was RM800 bij my hair was bald. VIP1 and 2 was basically the same except 1 was picture with vixx while 2 was hi-touch. ALL starlights were disgruntled af. For such few privilleges the price was super expensive. We even had to stand just like other ticketing options. I guess too many were unsatisfied so musictaste had to relent to at least let the VIPs sit.

A few days after my lightstick arrived (I was loosing my mind its so ing pretty can you hear me scream?) I began panicking because I realised that the ticketing would probably need to be done through credit card and....I don't have one. FML. So I was thinking that maybe I should share my early access code with a korean starlight and in return get her to buy me a vixx slogan towel. But.....I don't have international access as well. So in the end Kallistar helped me. I didn't know she didn't have the access code tho lol.

When the ticket has been bought it feels even more surreal than ever. I'm really gonna meet vixx who was a myth and a mere picture/videos on the internet. I was also going to touch them holy . I bought VIP2 with the hitouch session of course lol. And after that was endless pit of waiting. I waited for 3 months I thought I was going to die lmao.

So, this is the end of part one. Feel free to comment and oh, if there is enough requests, I might post my fantaken videos later! Goodbye for now!

xx,

Rereen