this is kind of hard to say, tbh...

This is something I've been thinking about on and off for months. I've made numerous blogs about it and what not...

But, I think I've finally reached a certain point in all of this.

I don't feel happy writing on AFF anymore. I honestly just don't. I don't know why, I can't explain how I'm feeling but I don't feel like the best writer I can be by being on here. Before I had tried to stop writing period, everywhere, and then I decided to continue writing here and elsewhere, but... even with that, writing on here makes me feel like I'm getting held back from writing in the other places that make me not feel so... trapped? I don't know. It's a bit hard to say.

I won't completely stop being on AFF, I still might blog here and there, like I have been, and I might even come back and finish the stories that I do currently have ongoing on here, plus I have that secret santa one shot to finish. 

And! I am not stopping writing completely either! I just don't want to post on AFF any longer.

I am posting all of my stories, including BTS meaning they will start getting updated again eventually (although it'll take some time to sort through everything on here and post it there) on Wattpad and AO3, and my Seventeen fics will all be posted on tumblr as well! possibly even NCT. I feel like writing in all those places gives me more freedom to do what I want when I want. I might even start taking requests on my tumblr, one day. But for now, I think a fresh start is what I need to feel... good again?

So! Feel free to follow me on all of the various websites I'll be writing on from here on out.

Wattpad
AO3
tumblr

-Kai

p.s. I might eventually start taking my stories down from here one day, but if I do that, then they will all be posted on Wattpad/AO3 instead, so those of you who like reading FSOJ over and over again, you'll eventually be able to find it there if I do take it down from here.