so apparently there's a fire right near my fam's house and i can't help but be super worried right now.  just got off facetime with my mom; she was showing me the huge clouds of smoke in the air a little beyond our neighborhood.  

i'm ting myself in LA right now and i can't just drive down or anything because of my schedule and ofc i'm car-less but idk i really feel like just dropping everything and going to help ;-;

i really don't know what to do with myself.  i should be practicing for a lesson later tonight but i keep putting my stress towards making video edits on twitter and trying to console my younger brother, who has no idea what the situation is right now as he's still at school.  oh life........just please let my family get out safely...............