I Am Back and Suicidal As Ever! (Wait-)

OK, That title was odd but hey. I speak the truth.

OK, since I like to type like this with way too many lines spaces and skips

Well let's just get started with what I am talking about

I have fallen in love with F(x) so much. And I have a new appreciation for 4Minute- I know they disbanded but still, the appreciation is there

 

Anyway 

I have started 7th Grade, and it is

I speak the TRUTH

To make it better. This dude that hates me (I hate him back-) is in my Section and sits at my Table at Lunch

SERIOUSLY 

THIS MAN

In Geography we sit NEXT TO EACH OTHER

IN A TINY SEAT OF TWO

IT IS JUST US

Then the Teacher says the dreaded words 

"You will work with your Seat Partner!"

Come on

COME ON

I am so annoyed at that

THANK

THE LORD

That in Science

The seats are all of two

Except

I sit ALONE

I have been blessed

In Science Class only

I should probably stop skipping so many damn lines, I will.

OK OK, the Last one, that was the last one, I just had to. OK. I have a new friend. Her name is something that I shouldn't reveal so lemme just pick out a random Korean Name That begins with A Since her name Starts with an A, ok so... Ae Ji-Ae. Yes Best name, it is as damn close as we can get

(I am Sorry... ) OK So, Ji-Ae was nice and all, but she gets annoyed at me so much. I will tap her on the shoulder once, then a few minutes later I will do it again to show her my drawing. This is the drawing that I am working hard on. And she is tracing a picture off of my Chromebook, seriously. And then she is like "STOP TAPPING MY SHOULDER EVERY 5 SECONDS!" Bruh. Bruh! Sue me, I want to show MY FRIEND a drawing that I WORKED HARD ON! But this is the least of my worries. So I am Autistic if you didn't know.  And well... There is another Autistic Girl at my school, she is related to the dude that tortures me in Geo and talks to me like I am 5- Bruh he is only a month older than me I am not 5! I am 12,  OFF ( too much- I know... ) Well, they are Quadruplets. The other two is another girl who is annoying and acts like she is the - and the other is this guy who used to sit next to me in our Spanish Class (It 's required... Half of the year is Spanish the other half, is German . Grand ) And would annoy me Even more than his brother- Face 1 and Face 2 - or Face, and Turf Bangs (My sister 's naming of Turf  Bangs ) OK Too much swearing for a 12-year-old Right ... Yea... OK Back to Ji-Arse- I mean Ji-Ae. She thinks that this other girl is the Face of Autism and that every Autistic is like her. Dear god, hell nah! Now this Girl. She is nice. But she is the only Autistic one in her family. And her sister ignores her existence and her brothers make fun of her. So GRAND. Now. I am High -Functioning, that means that I function High (No Sherlock - ) well better than some other Autistics. And, I am in Advanced Math. So... So, she thinks that, since my math skills are better than her's, a neurotypical- and that... I am "Normal " Well she believes that I don't have Autism.Well, I have a  doctor 's  OFFICAL Diagnosis of being Autistic. ARGH Why won't she just listen to me

And I am Bi So my HomoPhobic other friend would freak if I told her tha tI am Bi and she also is with Ji-Ae on this. (Her name isn't Ji-Ae once again, just needing to reiterate that- she's American. she 's white. Like me -)

That's it for now. Since I don't Want to freak out or Break Something

 

Peace- 

 

Suicidal Out

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ParkJimins_TinyWifey #1
Hi chingu I kind of had a similar problem when I was in grade five I had to sit with this guy who hated my guts and I never did anything to him and I tried to be nice to him for ages but after a while I said eff it lol if he doesn't like me I don't care...do u want to talk about this with me? I've had a hell of a life experience in the last ten years but even so I want to keep living I'm not ready to go yet and u shouldn't be either!!! *shakes fist at you*