I don’t know if most of you know him or not.

I woke up reading a screenshot from my friend about chester bennington death. I was like “what?” and it was a suicide and he hang himself till death. That’s what the news said. I just couldn’t brain the news for quite some times.

I've been listening to their song since 15 years ago. I memorized all of their songs and kept singing to their songs whenever I could since 15 years ago. Chester bennington, their lead singer's death is making me sad. He is still young, 41 is just too young to die, plus they said it's a suicide. I don't know, I just don't know what to believe.

When I was in high school, I would listen to linkin park songs as soon as I arrived home. I listened to their songs on repeat. And I kept singing their songs in the shower, while cooking, while doing house chores, while doing homework, in class. Boys in my class used to send a note to my friend to tell me to shut up since I kept singing in class while doing homework. Well, that was why I never slept during class since I always sing like all the time :))).

I kept listening to their songs when I enter university. You know when every morning is just so hard to get up and put yourself in clothes to go to school? I would play their song and wallaaaa I am ready to go to class in a flash!!

I used linkin park as my wallpaper for years. And even after years I still think that their songs are evergreen. I never get tired of listening to their song.

Not to mention when I knew that Sunggyu infinite loved them too, it's like I just found a connection there between me and him you know. Sunggyu used to dream of becoming a rock singer and his band would sing linkin park songs during their performances. I also dreamed of becoming a singer when I was in high school, but my wanting to become a singer was just not that serious. When I told my mom, she would say "don't be ridiculous! Just study!" and I was like "okay...". I'm just a singer in my own bathroom.

It's just a shame that great singers always died of suicide and I think it's just too ridiculous to be a coincidence. Michael jackson's death was a conspiracy. Kurt kobain too.

Hope you found what you're looking for, chester. I will always remember you.

There’s a line in their song, in the end:-

“I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn’t even matter…”

TT_TT