very unproductive day

waking up almost 12 noon going to sleep at past 1am..doing nothing after waking up except for eating and going to bathroom.. doing nothing thinking nothing

now i miss being a student or working in a boring office atleast i saw and hear new things about themselves and the world.. 

i have no money to buy what i want i don't understand what they talking about. im tried to learn thier language but it seems my brain is so lazy to work with me. 

the good thing about being in my situation is that i can do what i like.. net surfing.. online games.. watch videos until i get tired its either knowledgeable or just a crap but im not interested doing those things.. 

im so bored with my life.. i never been bored like this..

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PurpleFreak96
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I get the same feeling :( Now I have a job, it's not so bad but sometimes I take a lot of days off and sit at home doing nothing at all... Which isn't good but oh well. I'm just trying to find my passion, what I really want to do, and then maybe my life will get a bit more interesting. I guess for now it's just about letting the days pass by~

But hey, maybe you will find your passion soon and once you do, don't ever let it go. Chase it until it's yours. You know this life just ends so quickly and so easily to let it go to waste. I think it's best to enjoy the little things, like going for walks and looking at the sky/sunset for a moment. Or sharing meals with people. Then again, I should take my own advice XD

Good luck with finding your path in the world <3